Please don't Read any further if you haven't seen day four of torchwood series three.
Spoilers!!!!!
Honestly stop if you haven't seen the episode!
A new one shot just to show how upset I was when Ianto died.
Office Boy
I was always seen as the 'office boy' or 'coffee man'. But even those were better than when I was called a traitor for trying to help Lisa my half cyber girlfriend. It was when you showed and interest in me that I became the hero. I was always out on field missions. I worked hard and occasionally kicked ass, if I do say so myself. I is because of you that I am what I am. You are the only one I see for me. I see you all the time in my dreams and when I close my eyes I just see that big grey military coat. Sexy military coat. It's you that make me feel wanted and whole. Torchwood gave me meaning again. You gave me meaning again. When everyone goes home we would have fun in the office. Just 'us' time. You would love me. Although you would never say it I knew that you did. Or maybe I just hoped. Still it was you that I enjoyed making coffee for. Extra strong, just how you like it, when you take that first sip and you smile, it sets my heart on fire. The time we first met we not only battled a pterodactyl but we battled for dominance. I was unstable and you didn't help. I would look at you and wonder. Am I gay? I never was before. Now what's happened? Well is it even classed as gay if it's only with one person, you? Sometimes though I feel like Owen was right. Maybe I was just your part time shag. Those times you look at Gwen and I would feel squashed out of the picture but I never gave up. I always picked myself back up and painted myself back in. and do you know what? I have had a lot of fun. Give me a choice of weapon and it has to be the good old classic stun gun! But if there is one thing I do love is that you trust me. We can share things. And I just want you to know. I love you Jack.
Rest in peace Ianto may you forever be my favourite character. Gareth I will miss you on the screen fighting the aliens and kissing Captain Jack, lucky sod. I love you. Russell T you're an evil man :(
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