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It was the most painfullest thing when Edward left me. He said he didn't love me and now i'm living my days like a zombie. To describe myself: dead.

As usual i had just woke up from a bad dream. I've been having them ever since Edward left me. I had a shower and then headed down stairs. I didn't fell like breakfast today but i felt like i needed to do something. It's been three months since Edward left.

"hey dad"

"hey bells, going some where?"

"ummm, i was thinking of heading to Jake's house today but i forgot how to get there so could you..."

"sure I'll write it down for you before i leave"

"ok thanks dad"

"no problem kiddo"

like he said before he left, he left the directions on the table on a peace of paper. Strait way when Charlie left i got into my old re Chevy and drove of to Jacob's house. The drive wasn't that long at all. I felt like I've driven here hundreds of times before. With the loud roaring of my truck i bet Jacob could hear it because when i got to his house he was already waiting for me at the door and i also forgot to call him first. You can rely on me to be clumsy and forget things.

"Bella?" Jake called from across the road

"Jake!" i yelled back at him.

"Bella!" before i knew it he pulled me into one of those tight bear hugs. It felt s good be hugged again to be close to someone you love and you know they love you to. I felt free and complete. It was a strange feeling. One that i haven't felt in months.

"what are you doing here" he asked me

"well i got lonely and i needed some company"i said. Omg what did i just say. It was so not true. The only reason i cam is because i was so sick and tired of being dead. And i got bored of being around in the house doing nothing. When we got into the house i said hi to billy and then Jacob lead me into his garage. If you needed your car fix. Jacob was the person to go to.

"so what do you want to do?" he asked me

"mmm, what were you doing before?"

"nothing just sitting down watching t.v"

"umm ok how about we just talk. Sound good" oohhh, pick me i can answer that one. No it's boring. But a matter of fact it was quite intresting Jacob told me about his school and his friends and how he's working on his rabbit(car). Usually i would be the one to talk and got bored of what other people were saying but Jake was intresting. Before i knew it it was already 6 pm. So i needed to go home and make dinner for charlie. Wow i haven't made him dinner in like forever.

"umm it's getting late i need to get home and make dinner for charlie"

"ok well I'll drop you off to your car"

"ok

when we got to my car jake opened the door for me.

"hey jake, what are you doing tomorrow?"

"well, nothing i guess have any plans bells?"

"yer actually i do. Would you like to go to see a movie with me?"

"umm sure why not"

" ok bye I'll see you tommorrow at around 7?"

"k Izzy"hey i like that name. Izzy. Mmm intresting.

As i drove of my mind began to wonder about me and Jacob. He was a nice kid and he was my best friend. But something inside of me was telling me there was more.


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