Sometimes, Love hurts
-HPNGW
A/N: I'm new to fanfiction and this is my first story, so hope you like it! This is a story of my love life, but in the point of view of Ginny. She's talking to Harry in her mind while sitting by her window in he room in the Burrow. Hope You Like it! No flames please..Just opinions. I promise there will be more and hopefully those stories will be better than my first few.. I know…I talk a lot..oops sorry..OK LETS GET GOING NOW:
Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter or anything related to it.
How does it feel to love someone who doesn't seem to love you back? How does it feel when you've liked someone all along and finally gave up? I know how all that feels. I, Ginny Weasley, know exactly how that feels.
He doesn't even know I exist. He just thinks of me as Ron's little sister. But I'm more than that! Harry, don't you get it? You mean everything to me! With that stupid scar, and that stupidly cute face, How could I not? I live my life, thinking that maybe, you'll get OVER Cho Chang, maybe you'll notice me, maybe you'll see me as something more the next day!
But you never do.
I know you have a lot going on with Cedric dying and you seeing Voldemort. I know the feeling of the rushing hatred bubbling up inside of you right now. I know that no one believes you..or so you think. I do believe you. I believe everything you say!
But you still walk by me as if I'm dust. You only see me only if I actually talk to you. When will that stop? I'm praying for the day YOU will hold a conversation with ME. But I know that won't happen. At least not in this life. But I can't help thinking: Why? Why can't something go my way once? Why? Is there something Wrong with me? You laugh at me.. for no apparent reason!
Why?
I wait every summer just wishing you would visit The Burrow. I sit at my window, just waiting for your dashing firebolt to arrive. I'm waiting all day all night. But does he know this?
No.
Ron knows I fancy you. I even think you know it. But do you ever think twice about it? Do you ever think about me the way I do to you?
The other day, I was sitting right next to you in the Halloween feast. I was looking at you, hearing your conversation. Did you see me? Of course not…..You never do.
The only time you've ever noticed me was when I was almost dying in the Chamber of Secrets. That wasn't at all fun for me because, Guess what, I WAS DYING! I just wish you could see me the way you see Cho Chang. I don't even like Michael Corner. I like YOU Harry! WHY DON'T YOU GET THAT? Your glasses, to your dress robes, and then all the way to your bushy hair that stands out in my eyes. All of it.
Maybe one day, you'll see me the way Ron sees Hermione. Maybe Cho will become a thing in the past. Maybe, I will finally make you jealous. Who Knows? Just know that I will be sitting around in The Burrow..waiting for the day you will notice me. And maybe, just maybe, I'll look at you, and you'll smile, and look back.