For the past few weeks, Ruka stayed inside his room waiting for something good to happen. Because when she proposed to Mikan at his birthday his life was shattered piece by piece. "I'm sorry Ruka... But I love Natsume more than you..." these words keep on rewinding back and forth in his mind. And here is a poem he wrote in his diary...
My Painful Grief
My soul is on fire.
I can't take this anymore!
I can't believe its all lies,
When you locked your door.
Why did I ever trust you?!
When you won't keep promises.
Why did I ever believe in you?!
When you'll just leave me like this.
I thought you were my angel,
In the middle of the night.
I thought you were my savior,
Guiding me with your lights.
I felt weak and insecure,
About the fact that you left me.
When I should be the one...
Who was mad and angry!
It's been my third time,
when I felt this feeling again.
But, I believe it's a crime...
Because of what you proclaimed.
But I believe you'll come back...
But still not that sure,
Of what you'll be bringing me...
Back at my door.
My trust is truly shattered,
For the past weeks now.
But my heart is still open,
For our friendship somehow.
A.N.: Hope you like it. Actually I wrote the poem just for something important then I just thought of what anime... Then I thought about Gakuen Alice. hehe...
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