Hey everybody! This is my first fic that isn't full of lovey dovey stuff! Well… it might have some, I haven't decided yet. Anyway, uhh, this is a Ouran High fic as you well know, but it's mostly about the OC in this

Summary: (continuation) She now finds herself in on a cruise ship heading to where who knows. Soon after, she meets a group that she has only dreamed about,,, but they're her age. Just as things begint o look up for Tenshi, two new people come along to either drag her to hell, or heaven.

Pairings: not decided, not even sure there will be ones

Warnings: none for this point

Screams… Cries… Heartbreak… Despair… That's all you need to know, and I guarantee that you have at least met ONE person with this kind of light. And do you know where they end up? Jail you might think, since they're obviously criminals to be right? Or, the Insane Asylum, as they'll probably kill themselves. But… no. You're all wrong. The place that people like this… like me… will end up in something no human could withstand… what none would want… in the persons mind.

Seattle, Monday 5:00 am, January 31 2007

Pulls… yanks… thrusts…screams…fights…nowhere to run…to hide. …Teasings…forbidden touches…scoldings…fright…

I woke up an a cold sweat. Heart pounding, head throbbing to my alarm clock. I look over to see it's 5:00am… getting up time. But I don't want to leave the covers… I don't want to go to school, where people continue to call me geek… freak… fugly… retarded. I didn't want to leave the only place in the world I could TRULY feel safe. But I must, it is my duty as a child not but of twelve and… three months. I wasn't actually any of those things. I liked books sure, but I had terrible grades. The only thing freakish about me was that I was quiet. I looked normal, and I was normal weight. I didn't have a mental problem or anything.

I grumble as I slip out of my bed, the sheets sliding forward with me a little ways, as if trying to make me stay… as if they don't want to become cold through the day. I turn to the sheets and smile. "Don't worry, I'll be home soon. Just try to relax while I'm gone." I slink over to my closet and look at my wardrobe. Black… Dark green… Dark blue… Blood red… what color should I wear? From my small selection of long sleeve shirts, I choose my dark blue one, the one with Dib Membrane on the front, exclaiming his head wasn't big.

I then choose worn, denim slacks and a black sweater, accompanied by my red bra and red boy shorts. I lay the clothes on my bed, being careful not to hurt my precious home from home, and begin to take of my pajamas off from the night before.

I pull off the top and the coldness of the room attacks my upper body, making me shudder as reminiscence of part of the nightmare. The same as I take off my boxers.

I stand there a moment, remembering that dream. I've been having it since October 31st, 2006, the month of my birthday. Since then, I've been having that dream on the last day of each month. Today's was the fourth if I am correct.

I sigh, and return to the task of dressing; first the bra… then the boy shorts… then the shirt… then the pants… then the sweater. There, it is done. I let my hair down and finger comb it, relishing slightly in the feel.

When I finish hat, I check the clock. 5:10am. I rush out of my closet with my over used backpack and speed into the kitchen, preparing breakfast for my foster parent. I make eggs, sausages, bacon, pancakes, and a strawberry smoothie. I quickly set it out, then rush to the door, grabbing my keys and locking the hose in the process. I then begin to run to Bob's Bakery, where I usually have my breakfast, lunch, and dinner.

I push the door open to be hit with the warm smell of fresh baked bread, and I lean in to it and shudder at the same time. How I loved the smell of bread in the morning.

Bob comes out from a door and smiles. "Hey Tenshi! What would you like today?" he asks, going behind his counter by his cash register.

I smile weakly. "The usual big guy. Sourdough and wheat." I say, handing him two dollars. "Oh! Also, I got you something." I said, taking my backpack off to rummaged through my school bag.

"You got something' for me?" he says in disbelief.

I nod in answer as I keep searching.

"Aw Tenshi… you didn't have ta-"

I turn around and produce a neatly wrapped present and smile weakly. "No. I did. You're being so nice in giving me a discount on breakfast. Plus, I had to get you something for your birthday. I missed it. Now, open it." I insist, zipping up my back pack and watching him.

I watch as he pulls back the wrapper, then opens the box and looks in. His eyes widen, and he brings out a snow globe, fake snow falling softly upon the village of Abraham.

I rub the back of my head bashfully. "It's not much I know. But, I just wanted to get you something." I say, avoiding my gaze.

There's a sniff. "Aw… Tenshi sniff. That's so sweet. Thanks." Bob sniffles, and I look to see that he was smiling with tears in his eyes. "Especially with how little money you make. Why you work at this age I'll never know." he says, his smile turning into a frown.

I shrug, looking away with my hands in my pockets. "Yeah well… your welcome Bob. Can I have my bread now?" I ask, hopefully.

Anime World, Monday 5:00am January 31, 2007

Pulls… yanks… thrusts…screams…fights…nowhere to run…to hide. …Teasings…forbidden touches…scoldings…fright…

I sit up straight in bed, covered in a cold sweat. My heart is pounding at an alarming rate, my head throbbing to no beat. I look around our large bedroom, then down at my brother, he was still asleep… he was SUCH a sound sleeper. I shook my head and laid back down, not wanting to leave the covers. Plus, I didn't have, our maids would wake us when it was the time.

Well, what do you think? Please R&R. I want feed back. Flames accepted!