Happy new year! I hope you like this one, it's right after the end of series 4. I might continue it, I see the future of this fanfic. As always you decide, but I don't promise anything.
Author note: Without beta..
He was dying, he knew that. It wasn't the best feeling of the world but even then, when he was feeling like dying, and he was, he was also thinking about her. The love of her life. Rose Tyler. And he regretted every single thing that he didn't do with her. How could he be so stupid? After all those years, she came back for him and he left her with other man. Him, but so different, so not himself! They didn't even know each other, Rose and the other him, but that was the best for her right? She could be "with him" forever. But what about him, himself, this version the real one, the original. He didn't get to have his chance with her right? Well, he did have his chance, but he blew it. Stupid stupid Doctor he thought to himself. He could have kissed her, proper kissed her just one time before let her go away with the other, with the bloody human him. But no right? He had to do the right thing for god's sake.
Anyways, now everything was over. Part of the past. And he was going to die. Regenerate into a new man, and where was his happy ending?
He entered the TARDIS and walked around the console room. Crying. Well, the least he could do now that Donna was long gone was maybe...visit them? He was going to die anyways. Say goodbye to his past companions wasn't a bad idea. Maybe he could see Rose again. Tell her about the amazing adventured they were going to have. Yeah maybe that was the best he could do.
He visited all his companions, except one. Rose, bloody Rose Tyler. What was he going to tell her? Maybe that he was sorry, no, of course not. Paradoxes, not good for her and her future. He'll think of something, but when should he visit her? He knew she was in the parallel world so he couldn't see her after she travelled with him. Maybe before? Year 2005, New Year!
He landed the TARDIS in the Powell State, he thought she should be there. And he was right, as usual. He was going to say something but he whipped instead. Dying not a good feeling at all, at least humans had to go through this ones in a life time.
"Hey mate, you alright?" She asked.
"Yeah, don't worry. What year is this?"
"Wow, how much did you drink?"
"Ha, not enough" Said the Doctor laughing at the situation. Rose had long hair, he missed that. Her gorgeous hair.
"2005"
"You know what? You are going to have a great year" He said while he walked towards her. Rose gasped, he was handsome. She blushed at the thought. What was she doing?
"You think so?" She tried to hide her blush and her nerves.
"I don't. I Know you'll have" He gave her his sexy smile. The one he knew must be one of the many reasons she fall for him. And oh he knew. Right there, in front of his eyes was a nervous Rose.
"You said you haven't had enough to drink?" Rose said.
"Are you asking me out? So soon. Do you think this is appropriated?" He winked at her this time. Maybe not everything was lost. Maybe he could have his revenge on his other self now. No no no, what are you thinking daft alien? He said to himself. She is going to be your future companion. And then he remembered, he was dying, who cared?
"I don't know. New year, new new new me, anything could happened" ANd she smiled seductively, she wasn't going to play the innocent here, ´cause she was definitely not.
"Let's go for that drink then" He smiled back. He took her hand, surprising her. This is weir she thought, but then again, it seemed that all he was looking for was a one night thing so nothing to worry about. He didn't look like a psychopath either so..
Once in the club they had a few drinks, neither of them loosing consciousness, the Doctor because his Time Lord biology and Rose because she wasn't going to trust this sexy stranger without getting to know him first.
"Are you from here? I have never seen you in my life" She said.
"Nop. Not from here. I come from out-of-town" He continue drinking. What was so tasty about this drinks human fancied so much? They were disgusting.
"And where you come from do they dance?"
"Ohh well.." He wasn't in the mood of dancing, dying after all, but it was Rose and his last shot. He could try. Besides, dying was a very good reason to dance with Rose for a last time too "You could say we dance, yeah. In fact, I've got the moves" He smiled poking his tongue.
"Alright then, show me the moves" And with that, she grabbed him from the arm and they were dancing in the dance floor.
He didn't know how it happened. Who did it first or who incited who but suddenly they were kissing. No, not kissing, snogging. Hand grabbing, and touching, right there in the middle of the dance floor.
"Are you staying here after the holidays?" Rose asked.
"No, just passing by" He said disappointed that she was the one who broke the snog.
"Good, then a one night thing?" She bit her lower lip.
He looked puzzled. Rose thought he might be gay or something but then he answered.
"It works for me" And he kissed her again. But when the snog became more passionate and frenzied Rose broke the kiss again and asked:
"My place or your place?" Now, he couldn't take her to the TARDIS, no, there was no way he was going to do that. "I've got no place, just passing by remember?"
"Then mine" And she took him to her flat. Jackie was still at the party and she would probably arrive late so she wouldn't mind her being somewhere else, doing something else.
In the exact moment she opened the door he pushed her against the wall, a bit to rough he thought, but that didn't stop her from taking her shirt off and opening his jacket and shirt. One by one their layers where falling to the floor in different parts of the flat untill they were in her bedroom.
Rose didn't notice at first but she did later, that her room was full of toys and teddy bears, not to mention the colour pink of the walls and her bed-clothes. It was ridiculously childish but the stranger now kissing her neck and breast didn't seem to care. Everything was perfect, he was a great kisser and very good with his hands to. She grabbed his hair and made him shout of pleasure, she smiled smugly but it wasn't for long before she was the one screaming.
Rose was astonished when the Doctor started kissing her chest, and entwining his hands, and making sweet moans. She realized that for some reason, this stranger in her bed wasn't just lusting over her, he was actually making love to her in the most tender way she thought someone could do.
He didn't want to stop, he was enjoying every little thing of her, every noise, every reaction, every inch of her body. All together!
A few hours were enough for them to stop. Rose didn't want Jackie to find them all aroused and there, in her bed naked. And he understood, he knew.
Luckily Rose received a message from her mum telling her that she'll be spending new year with some bloke, so the Doctor stayed with Rose in bed. Recovering energy. He cuddle to her, which made Rose feel butterflies in her stomach. This must be a dream she thought, this only happens in movies!
Although she wanted to stay right there forever, she thought this was getting weird, neither of them were talking, just resting there in bed. In a very tiny bed.
"Would you like a cuppa?" She asked.
"Sure" He smiled and followed her to the kitchen after he put his boxers on.
"There you go...Sorry, I didn't catch your name" She laughed.
"Ooooh, right, John. That's the name you are looking for"
"John, nice name. Simple. I'm Rose"
"Rose" She shivered when she heard her name in his mouth "Beautiful name for a new new new girl" He might use that some day. New new new new... new everything.
The sun was coming out, it didn't warm much but they were quite the opposite of cold in that moment.
No more regrets for me the Doctor said to himself. That night was something he would always remember, being in bed with his lovely Rose. Him, not the other, him, the alien Doctor with the Human Rose. The human doctor was the best that could happened to Rose but the real Doctor was still jealous of him. He will always be, but at least now he had something to remember.
Once they were dressed again the Doctor decided to say goodbye.
"It was a real pleasure Rose"
"Yeah, it was. Happy new year John. Oh! And you were right, this'll be a great year" She gave him a cheeky smile.
"I' always right, remember that"
"What for? You were just passing by remember?"
"Right, yeah" He answered looking at the snow beneath him.
"Am I ever going to see you again?" Sh ask innocently.
Oh, she knew how paradoxes worked he thought.
"You will, I promise" He smiled "Not soon, but someday I'll come around I promise"
And that's how the Doctor spent New Years eve. Living his fantasies, and not giving up to his desires.
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