I'm home alone. Again. Three times this month. I understand that it's not his fault. He needs to help his father. I mean, one guy can't control whole ocean ,right?

I don't even know where he is. I don't know if he's safe or not. I don't know what he's doing now.

I try to comfort myself by saying that he will come back soon. That's what he said to me when he left. "I'll be back so soon you won't even notice." But I don't know how to do that.

How can I not notice, that my only reason for existence ,is not by my side.

I miss him so much it hurts. And I know he misses me too.

It's kind of hard to believe that Percy Jackson and my Seaweed Brain can be one person. My Percy is funny, lovely , sarcastic. You won't know silence when he's around.

But Percy Jackson can be a mature man, when it's about fighting for his loved ones. He would do anything to keep his family and friends safe. And he has proven that many times.

But there are some resemblances between this two people

They are both unnaturally beautiful .They are both the most annoying persons in the worldI'm eternally in love with both.

It was already 2 AM. My head started aching, so I took shower and went to my bed. I fell asleep at once. No nightmares occurred to me at night. It was so strange, because they were always there when Percy wasn't around.

But it all made sense when I woke up. There he was . Next to me. Drooling of course. As always sleeping shirtless. It was not normal to love him, with all his flaws, but I did. His face never failed to make me smile. He looked very tired so I didn't wake him up. Instead I went to the kitchen and started to make blue muffins. His favorite. Maybe he didn't like them so much when I made them , but he never said that out loud.

I put the muffins on the plate and went to our room. He was sleeping again. So peaceful and angel-like.

I sat on the side of the bed, at his belly and put the plate on the floor. Again, he was the most beautiful person in the world.

I kissed his cheek and whispered " I love you, Percy."

"I love you too, Wise Girl." I almost stepped in blue muffins.

"Seaweed Brain! You scared me" I hugged him.

"That was the plan, really" How was it possible to love this idiot?

"I don't understand why I fell in love with you."

"I'll explain everything. When I act like myself , you hate me . Then you think about leaving me. But in the end, your brilliant mind understands that you'll never find a person like me again. So then you say you love me and so we go on." He was grinning. Gods how could I love this person? He annoyed me in many ways. But still, he attracted me even more. He was perfect in his own way. In my way.

"For example now." He was smiling. A perfect smile. This was fun of course , but I needed him to be serious, just for a second.

"Percy, seriously. Where have you been? I missed you so much! "

"I was with Poseidon, in the middle of the Pacific Ocean." He pulled me next to him. I put my head on his chest. " I missed you more than possible." He kissed my hair. I felt like I was in heaven.

Percy Jackson – he was more that I have ever dreamed of. I don't know why I deserved him. He's a present that God gave me (I don't know which one, maybe Aphrodite). And that's why I should take care of him. So that he never gets away from me.

Being with someone forever isn't a easy thing to do for a Demigod. Percy and I should be grateful , that we're alive at our age. Most of our kind die as teenagers. Never knowing what love is.

I know what it is. It's simple. Love is when a person annoys you, hurts you, but you don't care until he's safe with you. It's love when you want to hear his voice even if he irritates you.

"Annabeth, do you love me? "

"Is that a question?"

"Do you love me?" he asked again.

"Of course I do!"

Then – I don't know why – he sat up , picked up a muffin and started to eat it.