D.N. Angel fanfiction

Pain and Healing of Love

Chapter 1

It's like seven in the morning and I've been forcing myself to stay up all night and I'll be staying up all day so i can get some freakin sleep tonight!...okay now that is out of my system I finished this chapter lastnight into this morning and started and finished chapter two as well :) This is my very first short story so I hope you all enjoy it. I had a great time writing it :) It started out with an idea I had while listening to the song Broken while I was outside and well it started then and finished today. Have a great day and enjoy this chapter :) Toodles! :waves happily!: :)

"Darrrk!" Daisuke screamed as his other self was ripped from his body and soul. Daisuke fell to his knees and threw his head to the sky and sobbed his heart out. His tears sparkled in the morning sun rays as his body shook as he cried uncontrollably. He whispered ever so gently and with sobs cracking his voice as he spoke "Come back...Dark." his body continued to sake with the hurt and pain he was feeling.

A gentle hand had come to rest on his shoulder and the voice said gently and sad "Niwa."

Daisuke looked up into light sparkling blue eyes. The red head flung himself into his friends chest and hugged Satoshi to him trembling has he held the blue haired boy to him.

Satoshi just held Daisuke to him, he didn't know what else to do. To whisper comforting words to the boy that might not be true or may not come true, such as 'It'll be alright, he'll come back.' or 'It's okay Niwa.' He just didn't know what to say but he knew that as long as he was there for the red head that he would calm down and eventually be okay, with time.

Satoshi at some point settled down on the ground and held Daisuke until the boy calmed down enough to speak without his voice shaking "Do you mind walking home with me...I don't want to be alone."

"Sure Niwa." and he supported his friend as they both stood to their feet.

"Let's go." the blue haired boy said.

Satoshi didn't know what else to do for Daisuke. Having a friend, it was all new to him. The red head had been there for him at the end of all this craziness of the fighting angels. He had been there for Satoshi when the blue haired boy wanted to take his life in order to stop Krad, he was tired of following fate and tired of doing something he didn't want to do. Like Daisuke, he wanted, at some point, to spread his wings and fly on his own, do his own thing and live his own life.

As they continued their walk to the Niwa's household he would glance over at the boy and noticed that Daisuke was indeed hurting, both physically and emotionally. But at the moment the emotional pain was overriding the physically. He also knew that the red head had, at some point, fallen for the Phantom Thief. He also had the feeling that Daisuke didn't get to tell Dark how he felt. Satoshi thought that maybe, just maybe the Phantom Thief had had the same feelings for his red haired friend as well. Satoshi was glad that the red head hand finally stopped crying and that he had calmed down but that didn't mean the pain went away and the hurt either. Perhaps the pain and hurt would never go away with time, and perhaps it would, who knew. But the the blue haired boy had hoped, for his friends sake, that the pain and hurt would go away, after some time.

Three months after Dark was sealed away and everything went back to normal...well as normal as the Niwa family could get. With had stayed behind with Daisuke, he the boy was glad to have With, to remind him of Dark, and of the times he had spend thieving, for the good. Daisuke knew that having Dark around, the Thief had helped Daisuke become a stronger person. Even after three months the red still missed him. He would have dreams some nights and nightmares others.

Daisuke had just gotten home from school and entered his house. Upon entering he was glomped by his mother, yeap, she hadn't changed over the three months.

"Mom!" Daisuke whined as his face as squished into her chest.

"Welcome home Dai! How was school?"

Daisuke tried to answer but his answer was muffled by her chest.

"I didn't hear you Dai, what was that?" and she released her glomp hold on him.

"It was fine, as always." Daisuke replied.

He made his way up to his room. Though life had gone back to normal, of which he didn't mind, he still was missing a piece...from life. He knew what...who that piece was but he could do nothing about it. Dark was sealed, gone and that was that. About one hour and a painting later Daisuke heard someone at the door. He decided to take a break and go see who it was. Uopon arriving in the living room he saw a head full of bright blue hair.

"Hiwatari?" Daisuke voiced.

Satoshi Hiwatari turned around and smiled at his red haired friend "Hi Niwa. How are you?"

Daisuke sighed. Were people going to continuously ask him how was doing. He would be fine, he just needed more time is all. The missing part most likely would never go away but he would feel better, mostly, eventually.

"I'm fine Hiwatari." and he smiled though it was somewhat forced.

Hiwatari sighed "I see. Can I talk to you in your room Niwa?"

Niwa nodded his head and they went up to his room. Once they closed the door Daisuke went out on his balcony and Satoshi followed. Daisuke stood there, the wind gently caressing his face and blowing his bangs side to side. Satoshi could see Daisuke's true self, now, how he really felt. He just placed the smile and happy attitude for his family so to not worry them. But then Satoshi had a feeling that his family could see right through those false smiles and the false laughters that came with it. Satoshi was the first to speak "Your not really alright, are you Niwa?"

Daisuke switched his gaze from horizon to the sky, the setting sun creating soft bright pinks, purples and oranges in the darkening sky. "No, I'm not. I try to be, really, but it just doesn't work. There is always something that reminds me of him." he stopped and turned to face Satoshi "Do you know that people still talk about him." and his eyes shifted to the side as he continued "But I know the real him. I know Dark better than anyone, and I love him more than anything."

Satoshi placed his hands on Daisukes' shoulder's and looked hard but thoughtful into the red heads eyes as they shifted to look at his blue haired friend.

"Niwa, you have to tell him."

"Hiwatari..."

"I know he's sealed but we'll find a way. We have to, for you and the feelings you have for him." Satoshi took a deep breath and then smiled down at Daisuke "Don't give up Niwa." and his hands left the red head's shoulder's. He said as he opened the bedroom door "I'll let myself out. Just remember what I said." and he left Daisuke to his thoughts and tears.

Daisuke sat on his couch and brought his knee's up to his chin and let the tears he had held back since the day Dark left, for three months, fall. With pushed open his door and ran over to Daiuske and leaped up on the couch then his head and said sadly "Chuu?."and looked down at Daisuke's tear filled eyes and stained face. The tears sparkled and glissioned in the setting sun rays.

Daisuke decided to search their mini library they had in the basement to see if he could find anything that would help him and Satoshi release Dark.

Daisuke took a deep breath and finished the last book on the third self of the second book case. Closing the book with a deep sigh he made his way back up the stairs and flopped down on the couch in the living room. "Man. This is way harder than I though. I mean I knew it wasn't going to be easy but..."

With jumped up on his lap and "Chuuu!" happily, hopping to cheer his 'big brother' up.

"...With I looked through soo many books today. I need help." and he slumped down on the couch as he sighed, tired and hungry too.

Just as he made his way to the phone the door bell rang. His mother yelled from the kitchen "Dai! Could you get that!?"

Daisuke yelled back "I got it mom!" and opened the door to reveal Hiwatari smiling "Heard you needed some help with something Niwa." and winked at the confused and blinking boy.

Daisuke's dad came walking in from the living room and said as he rubbed the back of his head "I called Hiwatari when I saw you in the basement Dai. It looked like you could use some help down there. "

His dad turned to Satoshi "Hello Hiwatarai. Thank you for coming." and he bowed to the blue haired boy who bowed back in returned as he said "Thank you for calling."

As Hiwatari stood up from his bow Dais' dad said as he gestured to the kitchen "Why don't you boys get something to eat first and then head to the basement afterwards."

"Okay dad." Daisuke said a bit happier than before. At least he had help now. Daisuke let Hiwatari go in first and stopped his dad "Dad?"

"Yeah Dai?" his dad asked smiling down at his son.

"Thankx." and he gave his dad a tight loving hug.

"You're welcome Dai." and he hugged his son back with equal love.

After dinner the boys headed down to the mini library. Daisuke showed Hiwatari where the books were and that they had a nice round table to sit down at and look through the books there. Daisuke and Hiwatari each took a stack of books and started to look through the books. They would stop every once in a while when they thought they had found something promising but then they found out it was for something else totally different for what they were looking for. On the third day of searching through many, many books, Daisuke finished a nice thick book and tossed it on the table. It slid over to Satoshi. Satoshi places the book he had down on the table in front of him and sighed.

Emiko came down and poked her head in the room "Are you boys hungry? It's lunch time."

Daisuke sighted and stood up, hands flat on the table "Hiwatari, you hungry?"

"Yeah. That sounds good. Thankx Niwa."

They then headed upstairs to get something to eat. The searching for how to get Dark back continued for a good four more days. The routine was they would get up, eat breakfast at their own houses, and then continued with the search, take a break for lunch and then continue to dinner and then break for dinner and continued until late at night. By the end of the whole week they spent doing all that searching both boys were tired , irritated and just exhausted to no end. They didn't know what else to do, they had looked through every book in the basement and still found nothing on how to get the older man back, unsealed.

Daisuke and Hiwatari were walking home from school and Satoshi spoke up "Maybe if we just let it go something will come to us Niwa."

Daisuke just took a deep breath "Yeah, maybe." he said sadly.

Satoshi stopped and began to walk in the other direction and waved goodbye to Daisuke while walking backwards and then turned around to continue on his way home. Daisuke continued on the sidewalk on the path he was taking to his house. Daisuke announced that he was home and like aways he got a glomped by his mother. He told her he was fine but he could see that stare that said No your not. He walked out of her glomp and up stairs to his room. He was soo tired that he skipped dinner and got ready for bed earlier than he usually did. As he settled down in his bed With jumped up the latter and settled himself down up by Daisukes' head. That night Daisuke had a dreamless slumber of which he was very glad for. Daisuke woke up and headed to the bathroom and looked at the mirror as he took up up his tooth brush from the holder on the sink and dabbed a bit of paste on it. He stared at himself in the mirror for a few minutes before brushing his teeth. It had been four years, four long years since the Phantom Thief had been around. Though people didn't talk about him as much as they use to some still mentioned his name and wondered where he had gone to. Very few knew, except for Daisuke, Satoshi and the Harada twins. Daisuke got ready for school as he thought of how today was the last day of school and tomorrow would be their graduation ceremony. Before leaving for school he told his parents and grandpa goodbye and that he was heading off to school. They all wished him a good day and to take care too.

Daisuke met up with Satoshi, like they had been doing for four years now. They had become so close that they were now best friends. As they entered the school gates a group of guys and girls approached Daisuke.

Satoshi spoke up with an amusing smirk "Looks like it's your fan club Niwa."

"Ugg. Don't remind me I have one." he deeply sighed.

"Yes well they are all the reminding you need." and Satoshi jerked with his thumb to the on coming group of students heading Daisuke's way.

A guy and girl walked up to Daisuke and bowed, both admitting they liked the red head. One of them hoped that Daisuke would return their feelings.

All Daisuke said was "Not today guys. I'm not in the mood." and he gently pushed pasted them saying "Sorry." and headed toward his and Satoshi's class room. They both wanted to stick together so they both agreed to apply for the same high school . They both got in and were happy about that. As they took their seats, Daisuke sat in front of Satoshi, the red head lid his head down on his desk eyes sad and glissing in the morning sun's light.

"Another dream about Dark?" Satoshi asked as Daisuke slowly brought up his head from his desk as Satoshi asked him the question.

"Yeah. and he turned around to look at Satoshi and then he sat facing the window, the white puffy clouds moving slowly across the morning sky "But this time I caught up to him and just as we touched he was ripped from me...like that day...when he was sealed away." Daisuke's eyes were half lidded and he just stared out at the clouds, blinking every once in a while.

Satoshi didn't know what to say and he felt sad for his best friend. Daisuke then added "After he was ripped from me Miss Fredert showed up. She didn't say anything she just smiled and kissed my cheek and flew up to the sky. The sky was dark out and the moon was full. It was night in my dream."

Satoshi thought about it, the description of the moon and then said as his eyes widen "Niwa! Tonight is a full moon!" and he leaned foward in his desk.

For a moment Daisuke swifty turned to Satoshi and for just a moment his eyes widen and then went bacl to be half lidded.

"Hiwatari, just because tonight is a full moon doesn't mean anything, besides I'm tired of being dissappointed. Getting my hopes up and then having them crushed. It hurts and I'm sick of it."

"So, are you just goign to be sad for the rest of your life then?" asked the blue haired young man with a stirn look in his eyes.

"No, I don't know what I'm going to to do about it, but I'll figure something out, at some point." and the red head strugged at this.

"Daisuke you've had so many guys and girls confess their feelings to you and you've not accepted a single one of them." Satoshi reminded him.

Daisuke took a deep breath "I know. Thats because I don't feel the same twoards them. I still want Dark."

Satoshi breathed tiredly and sadly "Niwa."

Daisuke turned to face the front of the class room as other students filed in one after the other all chatting happily.

"Dark...he's the only one I'll accept."

The end of Chapter 1 :)

End of chapter one :)

Well that is it for chapter 1. Chapter 2 will be uploaded at some point today/tonight, hopefully at some point this morning, lol :) This is what happens when I am sitting outside in the heat and listening to the song Broken over and over again, lol :) Hope you enjoyed the first chapter :) Have a great day and happy readings and writings to everyone Toodles! :waves happily!: :)