Author's Note : I don't own the rights to twilight or any of within temptations songs used. I just used them to create a new twist on the Edward and Bella story line. I hope you like it cheers Kelly.

Chapter 1

BELLA'S POV

It was the first day of the end of my life as I saw it. I had my usual day at St Mary's High School, Phoenix I was in my car driving home from music class I had just finished composing my final exam piece, I was in my Aston Martin V8 Vantage it was royal blue and I loved it, I lived at home with my mom and my step dad Phil. My mom is a life coach which means she get to tell someone what they should be doing then they pay her for it, they pay heaps for it. She has been on TV a few times showing how to organize your life, everyone says the same thing to her then 'your family must love that your there to keep them inline'. Argh! as if I know what I want to do with my life and my mom has these other ideas, and Phil he's played baseball 1st grade with Arizona Diamondbacks, he stopped playing after he injured his knee 3 years ago, he still does special appearances and he is still involved with the club. Because I have the F grade celeb parents we have a nice big house we all have nice new cars and I get almost everything I want which for my last birthday was my new black baby grand piano, I loved it so much. I was hoping I could get one to go in my dad's house also I was due to visit him this summer I haven't seen him for almost 4 years, he and my mom divorced when I was 4 we left to come to Phoenix he stayed in Forks its in Washington State, my dad Charlie is the chief of police, he doesn't push too see me I like him in that sense we know where we are and we know that we love each other we just don't need to see each other all the time. I'm going to see him this summer as hes finally moving into the family home that was left to him when his father died 5 years ago. It's the biggest and oldest house in the area, it really is beautiful. I have a few sketches that my grandmother had drawn on my walls here, I will have my room, the same room I used when I would visit my grandparents. I was excited to go but sad at the same time mom and Phil are due to have my baby brother in another 5 weeks I cant wait we are all so excited about it.

I came home from school to find my stepfather Phil was tied up to a chair in the kitchen his face was swollen and bloody, his right eye was swollen shut his head hung forward. I screamed a little when I realised that whoever did this to him may have done the same thing to my mom. I ran to Phil lifting his head looking into his eye he realised that it was me when his vision cleared "Bel.....la..... honey, you have to get out"
He whispered to me, I knelt down in front of him I wasn't sure how to free him "who did this? Where's mom?"
I whispered back "He took her upstairs I think, you have to get out and get help, please go!"
It took all of his energy to say to me. I was crying silently now, tears spilling down my face. I had turned around to leave when I was grabbed from behind and thrown across the kitchen into the wall, I landed with a thump on the floor the right side of my head had been cut just above my eye and I was bleeding.
"What do we have here then Philly boy another one of your bitches eh?"
Then the man laughed a slow evil, skin crawling cackle "Get away from my daughter you bastard!"
Phil spat out at him "So this is your little Bell then, I glad she came home so I could have a real good look her then, I will be back for you soon enough sweetheart"
Then man said while standing over me, then he turned and started walking over to Phil "You get one more shot Philly boy, where is the safe you and your whore wife are rolling in it. Just look at your digs and your hot little girl there with your fancy cars. you always thought you were better than me, didn't you?"

I had moved my head to look in the direction Phil's voice, to see a larger man standing over him with a gun in his hand he was spitting in Phil's face asking the questions about where our safe was. He had called my mom a whore I was really worried I couldn't hear her or see her but then I couldn't hear him before he threw me across the room maybe she was still ok somewhere here.
"I'm never telling you, you asshole get out of my house"
then man turned and saw me looking at them, he smiled at me then grabbed Phil's hair holding his face up towards him then he moved to the side of Phil and spoke just loud enough for me to hear "well Philly boy I gunna have fun getting my money outta her then, she looks like a screamer don't she?"
He gave another evil cackle. Oh my god this bastard was going to rape me and then probably just kill me for the fun of it I whimpered at the thought of him touching me. I have to get to the panel near the light switch it was the home alarm system all you had to do was push it and it would send a silent alarm to the cops. "You will not touch my daughter you fucktard now out of my house and leave us alone, we have nothing else to give you."
Phil got out. then the man looked like he was getting angrier than before still holding phil's hair to hold his head up he put the gun to his left temple and spoke "You have one last chance tell me or your bitch little girl gets to watch as I paint the walls with your brains"
"you have it all there is nothing else"
"Wrong answer Philly boy"
Phil didn't get to answer as the man pulled the trigger and fired the gun. The explosion echoing off the high kitchen walls and ceiling, I couldn't breath he just killed Phil right in front of me OH MY GOD! The spry of blood shot of the side of Phil's head hitting the wall there was brain matter splattered along the kitchen wall now, this sick fuck just killed Phil, I have to find my mom and get out of here. I stood and ran to the wall hitting the panel then throwing myself up the stairs to my mom's room I got half way when the man grabbed my ankle and pulled me down so I hit the stairs hard causing me to sprain my right wrist putting it out as I feel. He stumbled on the carpet that had come lose on the bottom step he dropped my ankle I kicked back and got him in the side of the head, I righted myself and ran up the rest of the stairs into moms room.

I got to her bed to find it covered in blood her laying in the middle of it she had been shot at close range in the left and right shoulder and once in the stomach, I could see she was still breathing but just bearly. I could hear the asshole outside the room "Come on now Bell you gotta give me the payment daddy wouldn't."
I had shut the door but the lock was busted off all I had to do was hide until help arrived. I grabbed my moms body from the bed dragging her into the bathroom which had the entrance to the panic room I was just pulling her legs through the door when he was standing there smiling an evil grin at me 'oh god I'm dead' he held his gun up and pointed it at my face then, there was another explosion another gun had been fired his face fell from the evil smile that had been there only moments ago his hands fell to his sides then he fell over into a crumpled heap on the floor I screamed the whole time I saw after he fell there was a man in a policemen uniform still holding his gun up. When he saw me screaming he ran forward looking from me to my mother bleeding on the floor, he was walking towards me when I saw him, the asshole on the floor lift himself off the ground and point his gun towards us he had blood running out of his mouth down his chin leaving a dirty bloody satin on the carpet. I remember hearing the bang but after that it was just darkness. I woke up to find I had a really bad headache and my wrist felt like it was on fire from the fall, I couldn't see properly, my mouth was so dry I wanted a drink. I moved a little more only to have a hand cover mine and tell me to lay back down, it was my friend Jenn, her voice was so small and quite I looked at her, her face was red and puffy her eye's were red her face stained from tears. That was when I realised my step dad was dead I saw him die my mom and the baby would also be dead and I was in a hospital room with my friend Jenn who never showed any sort of emotion and she was crying for fucksake! I threw up I was so out of it no one emotions could show how I felt after throwing up I cried until I passed out again this time for longer I hoped. When I came around the next time there was a doctor there who started telling me what happened, my step dad was dead my baby brother was dead my mom was on life support but had lost so much blood that she was now brain damaged and they would only keep her on it for so much longer, when they thought I had passed out again they were saying that I should give my mothers organs to the hospital. I heard when my door opened again a few hours later, I didn't open my eyes I felt a warm hand go over the top of mine then I smelt him, his soap his aftershave his smell.
"DADDY"
I cried out as Charlie grabbed me into a bone crushing hug patting my hair down telling me he loved me and that I was going to be alright I was safe he was here, he was partly right I was safe and he was here but it was not alright, no where near alright.