How did I live when my life wasn't you?
I've forgotten how to
Did I ever know?
Never lived a life that wasn't you
I thought I would always have you to be a father to
Because 'he' was not a father
But I didn't care
It made me strong it made me better it made me worthwhile
And your love was more then enough
Help me Sammy
I'm drowning in the dark
There's nothing keeping me in the light
My body is stone cold, hard
Immune to touch
No touch but yours could re-awaken my dead flesh
You're the only one who knows me
Always distant
Cant get hurt if no one touches me
No one sees me
I'm not here at all if you don't see me
Because no one else will, they see the mask I hide behind
They see the façade that keeps me safe in my loneliness
If I cant have you, then I have nothing
So I will work till I have you in my arms again
Or until the job takes me out of one dark into another