Elizabeth wakefield woke up yesterday had been her graduation boy what a year it had been new friendships and her on again off again realationship with Conner Mcdermott. Conner she breathed he was leaving and she wasen't going to see him. Last night she and her ex boyfriend had gone to a movie and then went to Guido's and laughed. It left like old times yet something was missing. Then she realized that it was not that mystery she felt with Conner with Todd everything was just familiar and safe. She just did not feel that she wanted just be in a realationship just because it felt safe anymore. Get a grip she thought as she was browsing her hair you and Conner agreed you were friends and nothing more, so why can't my heart not accept t it. ... Conner Mcdermott was in his room packing for his road trip to Seattle with Tia and Andy. He was so excited to get away from the world of Sweet Valley and El Carro, especially the person he discovered he mostly cared about. He thought with Alanna that he was so over Liz but when he kissed her at the prom he felt I kind of sweet passion he had never felt with Alanna. He told her they did'nt have a future because she was soo good he just did not want to hurt her again. 'Face it he thought I am not good for love, whatever happens I will just screw it up.