A/N: Ok here is the revised verson(sorta) on the story hope you like it and tell me what you think my other betas shall soon be looking at all the chapters I posted so far so don't worry everything should make sense soon xD

Author: RougueSakura

Beta(s): Laurenke1

Story: Feeling

Chapter: Meeting

Warnings: Mentions of rape and violence.

Summary: What would you do if your whole world turned out to be a lie? You would try to hold on to truth but doing that is harder then it seems. Harry finds that out the hard way on his rollercoaster of a life. RW/AD Bashing Mpreg SSxHP HGxDM LVxLE GWxBZ SBxRL more pairings will be added.

With a jolt Harry Potter awoke, breathing harshly from the nightmare that just ravaged his mind. A cold sweat stuck his shorts to his skinny legs and tangled the bed sheets around him. He gingerly reached over to retrieve his bulky, round glasses from the nightstand and slipped them on his nose. Shakily, the Boy-Who-Lived stood up and looked around at his fellow Gryffindors.

Harry made certain that they were still asleep before digging out his father's cloak. He put it on quietly, and kept looking around to make sure the other boys didn't wake up. It would be bad if they did. He glided down the stairs in silence, slipping out of the portrait hole into the main part of the school.

Harry gave a small sigh feeling the cool air hit his heated body, the cloak moving like silk over his bare torso. He shuddered as he went past the Defence classroom, his wand hand throbbing in remembrance of Delores Umbridge and her horrible detentions. 'I must not tell lies' still visible on the pale flesh of his right hand. She was easily the worst defence teacher in the history of the school.

Suddenly the hair stood up on the back of his neck, a chill tensing his spine, "Well, well, well. Boy Wonder out for a midnight stroll? Above the rules as always, eh?" came the silky drawl of the resident potions master. He seemed to appear from the thin air, roughly pulling the cloak from Harry's thin frame. Black eyes widened at the sight of the young body before him.

'Stupid, stupid, STUPID!' Harry screamed at himself in his head. He didn't expect to meet anyone out in the halls this late at night. Harry squirmed under Snape's scrutiny, his eyes shutting out the looks of pity and disgust he was certain that the older man was giving him. Snape stood there in shock, taking in the bruises on Lily's son, his malnourished body shaking in silent sobs. He looked at the boy's face with his dull green eyes tightly shut, tears falling nonetheless.

"Who did this to you?" Snape whispered lightly caressing the angry looking bruises on his cheek with gentle fingers causing Harry to jerk in surprise.

"No one I-I-I tripped," Harry stammered lamely, suddenly finding his shoes the most interesting things in the universe. He was afraid to tell his professor that it was his dorm mates and relatives that beat him up.

"Do. Not. Lie. To. Me. Potter," Snape said, enunciating every syllable, making Harry flinch, "Now, who did this to you?" he repeated in a softer voice.

"My-my dorm mates and the Dursleys, sir. But I was bad, sir. I deserved it." he finished so quietly that Snape had to strain to hear it at all.

"Does the headmaster know of the abuse?" he asked, concern edging into his voice. He just wondered what else the boy had suffered through.

"Some of it, sir. He says it's good for me," the raven haired boy whispered, wrapping too skinny arms around his body as if guarding against himself from invisible tormentors all over again.

Snape looked on in sympathy, "Will you allow me to help you?" he lifted Harry's chin so he could look into the sorrowful emeralds that shined with tears.

"Why? Don't you hate me?" question and confusion flashed over Harry's face.

Snape shook his head, "Only as a cover, child. Now, come and let me tend to your wounds." he said, holding his hand out to the Gryffindor. After a moment's hesitation, Harry took it and let the potions teacher lead him away to a new start.

Tbc…

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