His First.
A Songfic to the lyrics of Behind Blue Eyes by Limp Bizkit.
Written by SnapeyBoy.
Disclaimer: Nope. HP aint mine. There, I said it.
A/N: An Angsty HP fic, hope you enjoy. I feel these lyrics fitted in, I was feeling mortally depressed upon writing this so I hope you guys like it. I know I missed out a few choruses and the like but.. it fits. Enjoy!
~SnapeyBoy
No one
knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be faded to telling only lies
They ran through the streets, screaming and crying in relation to the horrific murders taking place. Men in heavy black cloaks strode through each and every home, unlocking the doors, killing the children with a swift hiss and flick of their wand. Their parents were killed if they chose to defy the rules of their Lord. Being the filthy Half-Bloods they were.
As one man entered a household that contained just one female – around his own age – he hesitated. He had not yet received his first kill but the lust was strong. Why couldn't he do it? The girl stared up at him with tear stained eyes, wearing only but her nightdress and cowered in the corner. She couldn't be more than nineteen. But as he was of age, he had no choice but to ask her the question.
But my dreams
they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you!
"In order for your life to be spared, do you accept the teachings and wishes brought on by our Lord Voldemort?"
The girl shook her head, and hissed something that seemed to be Spanish.
Even he couldn't understand, but judging by the look on her face she had insulted his Lord.
Ice-Grey eyes pierced through the slits in his mask, silvery-blonde hair matted under his hood. In a swift movement, he drew his wand.
"You dare defy him?" He growled.
No one bites back
as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through
He didn't know if she could understand him. He doubted she could, and as far as he knew she could of wanted to join Lord Voldemort's army. Time was wasting. He could hear his father's shouts from downstairs, announcing they were burning the house down. He looked back at the girl and muttered under his breath.
"Forgive me…"
His sentence ended with a bright green light emitted from his wand, and in a few seconds she lay dead on the floor.
He had killed. He had killed a girl that may have joined them.
But my dreams
they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you!
No one bites back
as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through
"Draco! Get down here now!"
Without looking back, Draco Malfoy exited the room and the house, as tear-stained eyes watched the burning take place.
No one knows what
its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.