I sat in the park and thought that the choise I made was the best one but seeing all this suffering and lies it makes me rethink what I decided a long time ago.
The more I try to be positive about my life as a human the more I think that I am doing something wrong and I am failing at what I came here to walk past me and they don`t even say a greating ,my only friends beeing Jasper and his girlfriend Alice ,the were such generous people ,they let me in their house and trusted me completely that we became best friends.
The didn`t knowmy secret because I couldn`t stand the ideea of them beeing scared by me and not seeing them again ,ot the look of disgust of what I`ve done in their eyes.I looked up at the sky and it made me wonder what was the mistery behind me beeing human and my purpose in life , other than helping as I lowered my eyes I found a woman with the face of an angel walking to me and my heart started beating like it was going to jump from my chest and run straight to her on a silver plate.
She had pale skin ,mahogany hair ,soft pink lips and deep brown poles anyone would loose theselves she aproched me I realised her smallfigure ,her hair reached her waist and she looked at me with concern in her now she was in front of me ,looking at me with her brown eyes that held so much curiosity that made you reveal your darkest secret to her.
'Hello'she said .'I'm Isabella ,but please call me Bella'
'Hi,I`m Edward.
'Why are you sad?'she asked ,with anxiety in her eyes .
'Why do you think I'm sad'
'You looked like you were regreting something and then you had a sad look on your face'
'I'm just loooking back to the the decisions I've made and wondered if I made the right ones .'I just said outloud without realising ,but I knew I could tell her everything and she would listen.
'If you made them with your heart you can`t be wrong because then you know it's what you want deep inside you and you just know it`s the best ideea'
'Thank you for your advice ,I feel much more better now'
'You`re welcomed the next time you`re sad think with your heart and you`ll know you did good'
'Would you go to a coffee with me ,it`s cold outside '
'Sure' she said with a smile on her lips.
We went to get a coffee and talked about everithing that come to our minds ,I found out that she was a writer and that she lived with her brother Emmet and his wife Rosalie,her dad is the police cief in a small town and that her parent were divorced and her mother remaried when she was in highschool.
We continued to ask each other questinos until midnight and until I drove her home,and then I asked her phone number so that we could see each other again and she said to call her anytime,I left with a smile on my face and with my heart filled with joy and anxiety to call her again.
I knew that I made the right decision in letting go of my angel wings because I felt that the life was wort living and that my life had meaning and for the first time I was fulfilled and in peace with misery knowing that I had a reason for waking up every morning a reason that made me smile.
The more I try to be positive about my life as a human the more I think that I am doing something wrong and I am failing at what I came here to walk past me and they don`t even say a greating ,my only friends beeing Jasper and his girlfriend Alice ,the were such generous people ,they let me in their house and trusted me completely that we became best friends.
The didn`t knowmy secret because I couldn`t stand the ideea of them beeing scared by me and not seeing them again ,ot the look of disgust of what I`ve done in their eyes.I looked up at the sky and it made me wonder what was the mistery behind me beeing human and my purpose in life , other than helping as I lowered my eyes I found a woman with the face of an angel walking to me and my heart started beating like it was going to jump from my chest and run straight to her on a silver plate.
She had pale skin ,mahogany hair ,soft pink lips and deep brown poles anyone would loose theselves she aproched me I realised her smallfigure ,her hair reached her waist and she looked at me with concern in her now she was in front of me ,looking at me with her brown eyes that held so much curiosity that made you reveal your darkest secret to her.
'Hello'she said .'I'm Isabella ,but please call me Bella'
'Hi,I`m Edward.
'Why are you sad?'she asked ,with anxiety in her eyes .
'Why do you think I'm sad'
'You looked like you were regreting something and then you had a sad look on your face'
'I'm just loooking back to the the decisions I've made and wondered if I made the right ones .'I just said outloud without realising ,but I knew I could tell her everything and she would listen.
'If you made them with your heart you can`t be wrong because then you know it's what you want deep inside you and you just know it`s the best ideea'
'Thank you for your advice ,I feel much more better now'
'You`re welcomed the next time you`re sad think with your heart and you`ll know you did good'
'Would you go to a coffee with me ,it`s cold outside '
'Sure' she said with a smile on her lips.
We went to get a coffee and talked about everithing that come to our minds ,I found out that she was a writer and that she lived with her brother Emmet and his wife Rosalie,her dad is the police cief in a small town and that her parent were divorced and her mother remaried when she was in highschool.
We continued to ask each other questinos until midnight and until I drove her home,and then I asked her phone number so that we could see each other again and she said to call her anytime,I left with a smile on my face and with my heart filled with joy and anxiety to call her again.
I knew that I made the right decision in letting go of my angel wings because I felt that the life was wort living and that my life had meaning and for the first time I was fulfilled and in peace with misery knowing that I had a reason for waking up every morning a reason that made me smile.