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Author's Notes: This is in Black's POV when he's in Azkaban. Quite short. Oh well. Maybe I'll add to it later. Please don't forgot to review!
Black's Musings
James, where are you? I need you, James. I need to you to laugh at my jokes. I need you so
I can survive. James! You are my brother. I swear to you I am innocent. Believe me, James. I AM INNOCENT! I am not a traitor. I would have died before betraying your trust. It was Peter, James.
Peter, who always wanted to be friends with the big guys'. It is Peter's fault, but I never should have trusted him. You blood is on my hands, James. Your death is fault. I should have been
stronger. I thought I was clever. I never imagined Peter as a traitor. Lupin. Oh god, Lupin. I suspected him. I thought he was the traitor. It is all my fault, James. Forgive me, James. Please
forgive me.
Oh, Prongs. Look at my life now. Padfoot is in prison. The carefree Black dead. The notorious Black alive. Why must an innocent man live in hell? Why, Head Boy? You were always the one with the answer. Why? Why must I suffer? I am innocent. Prongs, you know I'm innocent.
Why didn't they use a truth potion on me? Why were they so blinded with hate? Why didn't they see the truth? Look at what they've made me. I'm bitter. I'm haunted. I'm almost dead.
Why didn't I have a trial? Why did everyone believe Crouch. Look at what he did to his son, his own family. He should just kill himself because when I escape he will pay. He will pay dearly for all my misery. All the torture. All the pain. All the hatred.
And those death eaters that walk free while I, who is innocent, am poisoned in this cell. On this island. With the dementors. They all will pay.
I don't understand why they didn't use the truth potion on all the accused. I have never understood that. Nothing can go wrong with the truth potion. There is no counter spell for it. Why am I suffering?
Peter. It is all Peter's fault. I will kill him. He's at Hogwarts. With Harry. Oh god. I must kill that traitor before he brings back Voldemort. Harry, he will kill Harry. And I am the only one who knows that Peter is alive. Lupin doesn't know. Dumbledore doesn't know. They all think I am guilty. They think it was I who betrayed James. Damn them all, I am innocent!