Life has been a blur

It's boring I tell you

Im bored out of my mind

That stupid brother of mine could die for all I care

I need something

Anything to keep me busy

It has to be clever

I can't stand these puzzles all too easy

I need a challenge

Something

Anything

Ah, that crime seems interesting

Something to solve

To ponder

Too easy

More, and more

I need it more than I need my own breath

To keep me busy

These connections

This desperation

These emotions

I dont understand

But they're a variable you see

And they're fascinating

How they control people

To do such stupid things

I need more

And more

It seems I've gained a partner

Another pawn in this game

He lives a lie you see

He misses the war

But doesnt quite understand me

This isnt all too surprising

He's a fool chasing after me and ne charging recklessly to solve another

He's trying to teach me

What a joke

But I think I might enjoy his company if only a little

He's still as dumb as the rest of the lot

With their funny little brains

But there's something amusing about him I can't exactly say

I think I'll let him in

This 'John Watson'

He's a friend although I can never completely grasp that concept

All too soon this game is over

It seems I'll have to jump

But I left a note because that's what people do

I took a final breath

Spread my arms

And jumped with the thought on my mind

'John Watson...'