Owen didn't really know why he came here tonight, he didn't understand what was it that drawn him to her and in the same time he did know. It was her smile and eyes, the way she speak with not only words but with her all body, her hands are moving and even if her words are hurting you, you can't look away. So he finds himself looking for her in Derek and Meredith's empty house because few hours ago he watched her yelling at Webber and he knows she is not dealing with Derek's death. He finds her walking from one side of the deck to another and for a moment he let's himself think she is fine, she went through so much, she don't really need him. He turns around ready to leave and she says it 'I have a baggie full of black market oxy in my coat pocket and I'm trying to decide whether or not to take it" so he turns again slowly, he looks at her and understands how much he missed her for those long month. He missed looking at her eyes, and feeling her hair in his hands but what he misses the most is her smile and he is ready to do anything to see her smile again. Did she smile at all since Derek died, a real smile like the once she gave him when they were alone?
As she continues talking he sees more of her, he sees the broken parts for the first time and instead of running like most people do when the fairytale turns to the harsh reality he stay, he decides to fight for her. He can't give up on her because he knows that the moment she takes this oxy she won't be Amelia anymore. All the things that make her be Amelia will disappear.
He fights even though he knows how much it will hurt her. He begs her to feel the pain instead of running from it.
He holds her while she breaks. He holds her in his arms and knows he won, at least tonight. He takes her to the trailer because she refused to get inside the house.
He puts her on the bed and covers her. She is still crying, not so strong like in the beginning but her cheeks are still wet from the tears that won't stop coming from her eyes. He stands up but she catches his hand and refuses to leave.
"Stay with me, I am scared of… of what I might do" she says and her voice breaks.
"I will be back in a second" he says and releases his hand from her grip. He walks fast to the toilet and flashes the pills.
"You don't trust me with them" she says as he returns to her.
"No I just…" he tries but she interrupts him.
"Its good, never trust an addict with drugs" she says and moves so he has a place to lie next to her.
When he feels her in his hands he knows he is ready to fight for her as many tines as needed.
I am not sure if this is a one shot or should I write the next chapter. I have a feeling everything I write lately is kind of bad.
So anyway I hope you tell me what you think about it. If you liked it or hated it and how could I do it better.