A/N:Okay as much as I hate people using the fact that the are unexperienced as an excuse, I am totally pulling the first time card. This is pretty ooc and way too cheese filled and totally not what I was going for, but I ran out of Jogan fics to read so I had to resort to writing them. Sad I know. Enjoy, no flames!
Rated:T (I rate everything T)
"Tell me Jules," Logan begged Julian carefully. They had been fighting for hours in Julian's room and Logan was finally at his breaking point. "I know you're hiding something from me, if you really are leaving there is no point in keeping it from me. Just fucking tell me Jules."
"I – I can't Lo, I just can't," He whispered softly and opened the door as to leave, only to be stopped by the beautiful blonde boy he was so hopelessly in love with. "Why can't you?" Logan asked him softly.
"Because it hurts too much, I love you Lo. Happy? I am so in love with you it burns me every day, I feel fire coursing through my every muscle every time I see you look at another guy. My love for you is an all encompassing passion that I can't control. Its been three fucking years Lo, let me go. Please." He begged Logan to just release him from this hell on earth, but he should know with Logan you never get exactly what you want.
"What the hell? You drop a bomb like that and I am just supposed to let you go? Are you insane? How am I even supposed to respond to this? I just found out that my best friend in the entire world, who was supposed to be straight is gay and in love with me?" Logan couldn't even process the information and just let all his thoughts fly from his mouth, very unlike his usual self.
"Not that it really matters to you, but I am Bi." Julian cut in and Logan just stared shocked at him, "Right not helping the situation. Listen, Lo, you can respond any way you want. It doesn't change that I am leaving this damned place, I need a fresh start. I deserve the chance to move on from you."
"What if I don't want you to move on?" Logan asked softly staring into Julian's beautiful brown eyes sweetly. "W-what?" Julian choked out barely breathing.
"Jules, I don't want you to move on. I want you to love me and I want to work on loving you back, I want to work on us because we have a shot at something so incredible. Don't you see how well we could work? You are everything I've ever looked for and you have always been there for me. If only you had told me sooner, like freshman year, we could have avoided this whole mess. Your hot and you challenge me there is no way I would have rejected you if you had asked me out." He looked into those deep eyes and confessed his true feelings, now the ball was in Julian's court and Logan seriously hoped he would agree to give it a chance.
"What if we don't work Lo? Huh? What if we ruin our entire friendship in the process are you ready for that?" Julian asked harshly.
"Seriously Jules? As if you leaving forever wouldn't ruin our friendship? Your worried about us not working out and failing, but look what is happening right now. Your about to walk out of my life forever anyways, all I am asking is that you give me a chance first, because I know I could love you Julian." Logan gave him a hard look and Julian finally caved and kissed him softly, all the years of love and frustration pouring out of him, and Logan kissed him back with just as much passion and even a bit of long awaited love.
"Maybe we could work, because in all the ways we are wrong, we are also that much right," Julian rested his head on Logan's chest, "Damn straight Jules, we rule."