Disclaimer: I don't own anything, shonda does. If i did let me tell you, Grey's would have a WHOLE different season four.

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What I'm I doing here? I shouldn't be here, he's moved on...

Meredith sat in front of the lake a couple of miles behind Derek's (And the cheif's) trailers. Derek had moved on. She told him she didn't want to date other people, she was committing and admitting that she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him! But there he was looking all dreamy saying that he moved on and he wanted to date some scrub nurse named Rose. Meredith sat there looking in front of that lake just thinking, she didn't even notice the 3 cars that had pulled up to the trailers in the distance. She stared at her reflection on the darkened shaken pool. She opened her mouth and began lightly began to sing.

The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive
But I feel like I've died

A tear glistens it way down her cheek as two approach from behind, she still doesn't notice though.

And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder I feel like I'm slipping away

Meredith begins to sing louder, not knowing that those two men are listening to every word.

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Meredith stands up, going to leave, she looks at the moon.

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I wonder why God let me walk through this place

And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how You've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

Here and I am at the end of me Trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to your promise there will be a dawn

Meredith turns and just then does she realize she was being watched. She gasps and goes to run when she trips into the darkened shaken pool, that same one that had given her serenity just moments before. Just as she is about to hit the water, a hand grabbed her shoulder and shakes it.

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So how do you like it? It's only a two shot so i guess it's ok if no one likes it right? Anyways please review!

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Emma