Disclaimer: Bill Lawrence owns Scrubs. I just own my TV (and y'know, my other possessions)
A/N: Another drabble for you cats, while I'm writing my Perry/Elliot fic. JD/Elliot, JD POV, hope I've got all the characters in character. Just a little scenario inspired by the "It should have been me" line in Season 6.19 - 'My Cold Shower'. Not really set anywhere, AR where Elliot and JD don't actually get together. Elliots new husband can be some randomer, you can make him up, he's quite insignificent. Yeah..think I've got everything covered. I hope you enjoy this, please read and review, it'll be much appreciated. Much Love xxx
It Should Be Me
I watch her kiss him. Why him?
What's he got that I haven't.
I tilt my head to the left.
"JD, I love you. I always did. Why we went through all that BS we did, I don't know. We broke up, got back together, broke up, it never seemed to stop. You deserved better. Why you love me enough to marry me, I can't understand. But I love you with all my heart, and I will spend the rest of my life, treating you with all the love you deserved in the beginning." She smiled at me, tears welling up.
I wipe the tears that are sliding down my face.
"Elliot. I am so in love with you more than you could ever know. You turn my grey day, a shimmering blue. You are incredibly magical, you actually make unicorns look unreal. My heart aches for you, even if you are in the next room. I know you are my soul mate. Elliot Reid, I love you." I tell her, caressing the back of her hand with my thumb, as she squeezed my hand. We don't even hear the vicar, I instinctively pull her into me. I kiss her, passion and love fills my entire being. I close my eyes, I know this is what was meant to happen to me. I rest my hand on her neck, lightly caressing the nape of her neck. My other hand falls to her waist, pulling her closer. I feel her hand tug at my suit, her other hand against my face, she lovingly caresses my hair. A moment, feeling like eternity. We break away, already I long for her. Turning around, our small crowd are clapping. Carla and Turk are wiping away their tears between claps. Even Perry has a wide grin on his face and Jordan appears to have tears in her eyes.
I'm snapped out of my daydream, when I hear a loud clapping in my ear. I turn to my right, Carla is snuggled against Turk. I watch her wipe her eyes between claps, as Turk gently kisses her forehead. They are both grinning, they are clearly happy for Elliot and her new husband. Why can't I be like that??
Simple. It should be me.