The italic is the lyrics to the song Snow white queen by Evanescence.

Disclaimer: I don't own the song or Bleach.
Criticism would be appreciated considering I'm writing this on no sleep

stoplight lock the door
don't look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you

'I stood in the middle of my room getting my blood stained kimono off and hiding, from the one who did this to me how could I face him again after what he did to me? How could he do this to me..?' Rukia thought to herself as she put on a new kimono.
There is a knock on the door, a soft one alerting Rukia that someone was at the door 'Brother must have seen me come in, he must be worried' Rukia finishes tying her kimono and opens her bedroom door. Byakuya stands there with a slightly worried expression "Where have you been Rukia? Its not like you to stay out this late." Rukia trembles a little bit, he notices "Is everything alright, Rukia?" She opens her mouth but nothing comes out. She tries again. "I'm sorry Brother it won't happen again" She avoids his question which raises some alarm, its not like her to do that.

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
you don't know me

'His words are still in my head. I can't take this feeling, like I'm constantly being watched by him everywhere I go. I wish I could tell Byakuya but what if he doesn't believe me? What if he tells me I'm a liar? This was all my fault. I shouldn't have been out so late, I shouldn't have trusted him.' Rukia stares at the ceiling in her room in the darkness. She tightens her grip on her pillow she is holding. One tear runs down her cheek.

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

''He said I belong to him I'm his no one's but his, he cornered me and held me down so I couldn't run away" Rukia cries as she tells her brother what happened that night. He is stoic as he listens. When Rukia is done he sits there for a moment, gets up and puts his arms around Rukia "I'm sorry, Rukia, I was supposed to protect you"
He sends her off to bed while he thinks of a way to get rid of that monster without Rukia being victimized all over again.

Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can't scream

Rukia has been having the same dream. About him and what he did to her.
She wakes up in a cold sweat, runs to her Brothers room where she usually finds him sitting with him door open sitting and looking at the stars. She gets in his bed and falls asleep and wakes to her brother in the same spot.

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

Rukia is being stalked by him, that man. He has the nerve to follow her even when shes with Byakuya. Rukia can't get away from him, she knows he wants to try again, to hurt her again, rape her.
Byakuya forbids her to leave the compound.

I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

"You may think that I'm the one for you but you don't do this to the one you love, not even a friend." Rukia is speaking to the wind but she felt like she needed to get her thought out "Please, please stop trying to hurt me more" She put her head in her hands and cried silent tears.

Finally got around to rewriting this. So much better.
Please review.