( Jude's POV)

Another dreadful day at G-Major. I mean it's not dreadful unless you have a jealous ex as your producer, if you don't then your fine, Lucky for me I have one of those. You see it all started on the day of May 5 2008.….me and Tommy finally gave in with each other and started a beautiful realtship……that ended 4 months after. You see Tommy Quincy a.k.a lil' Tommy Q is a player player…But when it comes to me he changes his ways , or so I thought. After writing my new song I decided to stop by his place. I was so excited for him to hear my new song. As I pulled out the spare key he gave me and unlocked the door…I saw something I should've have seen…TOMMY AND ANOTHER GIRL! This can't be true…everything we been through to be just to be together was nothing! I just look in disgust as I close the door….When I got inside my car…the tears start to flow…and flow…I can't help it…I'm hopelessly in love with him.

The next day was even worse…I kept ignoring his kisses…his glances…his hugs…he knew something was up.

" Jude, babe what's wrong.. You been ignoring me all day today? Did I do something?" Your right you did. Time to let ' I don't give a fuck Jude' come in.

" Who were you with last night?" Let's see what's he going to say…

" I was alone….I was waiting for you to come…but you never did…I missed you." Yea right Tom, you're a liar…I thought in my head.

" Tommy I went there…and did you know what I saw? You and some Fucking bitch…together…and Oh…that bitch wasn't me!"

" Jude it was my friend trust me….nobody matter's to me the most but you." I saw pain and desperation on his face….is he actually telling the truth? Nah, he cant be…but maybe he is…Ugh stop it Jude….back to the I don't give a fuck mood.

" Really Tommy…your going to lie to me in my face about some tramp!!" You-I thought you were changed but I guessed I was wrong." And with that I was gone…well supposed to be. He pulled me back…and looked into my eye's…I saw that he was telling the truth….but I was trying to fight it.

" Jude I'm crazy in love with you…and I'll never cheat on you Jude trust me….I'll be stupid if I did….you mean every thing to me….don't you feel that connection we have? Cause I feel it…I feel it every time I see or touch you….You know I love you…and I know you love me too." God…I never knew Tommy felt like that for me…..I knew he loved me…,but never like that.

" Tommy…I can't love you.. I'm sorry ." What-What did I just say?? God….did I do the right thing?

" What!" He screamed.

" What?" He screamed lower this time. " Jude I'm fucking in love with you what don't you get…the I love you part?"

" Tommy I need time on my own…to be alone…for us…this is for us." I said….it is for us…I love him too much…and I need to figure this out.

" You know what Jude I spill my heart out for you.. and you just shut me down, if I can't have you then what else is here for me?" His voice was breaking and he was desperate…I just broke his heart.

" Just move on…and I'll move on…move on…I'm leaving for New York tomorrow…I was going to tell when I was going to tell you about my song….but I saw you with your friend…so…I'm leaving."

" So you just pick up and leave like that?"

' Tommy you out of all people shouldn't be talking about leaving…I need this…please just understand."

" Jude I can't understand….but I guess.. but promise me when you do…you'll come back for me?" I will come back for him. I know I will.

" I promise." And with that I gave him the most fiery kiss ever…I was full of love.. lust…and fire. This is the way I feel for him.

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