This is just a short story. I dont know if i am going to keep going with it or not tell me you comments on what I should do.
People always want to meet other people but what happens if that person cannot with all of her heart be that friend that someone in the darkness needs. Maybe there is someone out there that will be that way for me. Maybe if that person is just around the corner would that person like me for the way I am? And if not should I change to become a different person then the one I am now? Tough choices to make. Well I guess something are just not meant to happen to a girl like me. People should be supported of eachother and if that doesnt work then that person is not a real friend. Wow i sound just like my mom that's a scary thought *laughs* soon maybe I will meet that person and go around the world maybe, but maybe in the back of your mind you found that person but they look down on you and shone you in the darkness where you will stay there until the end of your days.
Anyways I may be a downer in the dumps but that is who I am. I go to Yoshi Academy for Girls( Ya i know a stupid name for a academy) I have no friends but I am working on that. I sleep on the third floor and sixth door on the right, and I have to wear this stupid uniform it itches and it smells maybe in the future people can make new uniforms that dont stink like hell, oh I forgot to tell you we cannot curse here but i do people dont like others to curse and what the hell if that person doesn't want to curse that is there problem not mine I have a few of my own problems to work out. well what else can I say about this place well the teachers here are soo boring you actually fall asleep in class rather then at night*giggles* and the girls here are so girly and stupid I think I am the smartest one of them all. But anyways I dont want to be here but my parents which I can say they are both totally screwed in the head, take my mom for instance she ownes her own company of business with an s and my father dont get me started let's just say that he can resemble a bum on the streets and he has to beg my mother for money oh I forgot to mention they have been divorced since i was born but somewho they still know how to screw up my life with theirs. Lets talk more about me i love to read sometimes I think that books are my only friend. I study because I have to so I can be just like my Mother always wanted, People judge me way too much so what if I have black hair and dont look like other girls with their blonde hair and perfect fingers nails and perfect body, Sometimes I would go on diets to try to look like them but they always fail. I am nineteen years old and has no interest in what other people have instore for me I rather take control of my own life, but you can see how that worked out me in a all girls academy, damn I am even scarying myself. Someday I am going to run away from this place and find a man, marry him and have a couple of kids I really dont need school I bet I can control my life if I didn't see fairies, Oh I also forgot to mention I can see fairies you know the kind that make you trip over them and people think you just lazy well that is not the case. I hate fairies I could see them ever since I was little maybe about 6 years old, when I was six I would talk to them but humans cannot see them and so people think I am strange so I tuck it inside my head and try not to speak or trip over them. Ever since I came here there is this one fairy and he keeps staring at me and talking to me like I knew him for forever and so the best I can do is try to ignore him. Oh shoot its time for class well I will have to finish my story after class see ya.