I didn't want to lose;
I had to save the world from you. I was so determined to do so.
I thought nothing was going to stop me from defeating you.
Except for myself.
When we took out our last pokemon; I could feel the tension.
Winning was the only thing running through my thoughts.
People were counting on me.
And I couldn't let them down.
And you couldn't think anything.
Because you decided emotions were meaningless.
You thought making a world without pain would do you good.
You thought everything was going to be okay.
It was just about you.
Not the world.
Not me.
Not anyone.
But when I saw you disappear into that portal..
I could see in your eyes you were scared.
I remember that my heart fell.
Even though you were trying to make a new world;
You were still human.
I desperately tried to grab your hand.
I even tried to send my pokemon to get you.
But you vanished.
And when you were gone;
I felt helpless.
I felt ashamed.
When I got back home;
When everyone was cheering me on;
I felt something inside me shatter.
Then I realized..
They think I won.
They thought everything was okay.
But it wasn't.
They had no idea
I lost everything.
Now, I'm thinking;
You were right.
A world without emotions should happen.
Because winning made me lose.
And I'm not so happy about that, either.
Don't ask why I decided to write this; I just wanted to. Besides, crack pairings are awesome. I wouldn't say this is Cyrus/Dawn, but it's implied...
Okay, maybe it is. Cool, I wrote a bit longer *U*