I know, I've been doing really short one shots, chapters and stuff, but I'm not in the mood for super-duper-long-descriptive stuff right now.
I just finished watching the FFU series... And loved the Makenshi X Kaze idea. Forgive me.
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Everyone figures we're enemies. You and I are no exception, Black Wind. Because we truly are enemies.
But that's only because destiny shone that way. I never wanted to be your enemy. In truth, I wanted us to be friends.
Actually, I wanted a whole lot more.
But if we were never enemies, we wouldn't have met, would we?
From the first time we fought to the last, I truly thought you were something special. Not because of your magun, or anything. You were actually quite weak. But the way you moved, the sound of your voice. It was intoxicating
Every moment I spent with you felt different, so different from any other feeling. I never said anything because you would have found me insane. We were enemies, so it was impossible.
I meant what I said, that you should have stayed asleep. You should have just slept forever. It would have been easier on the both of us.
You wouldn't be out to kill me, and at rare times, I you. You'd never have to think about me ever again, you could have been healthier that way.
As for my half, I would never have had to see you again. Knowing that you were alive, but I wouldn't be seeing you. If I didn't see you, I would know that I didn't have to kill you at that moment.
Black Wind, everything I did was mostly because of you. I did want to stop Earl, but I mostly wanted to protect you. If Earl was gone, I wouldn't have to worry about the amount you were feeding Chaos. Then maybe, just perhaps, we would have been able to get along. We could look past that silly rivalry and... I would have been able to love you.
I seemed so emotionless a lot of the time. Why? Because I couldn't be with you. If I couldn't be happy, I wouldn't let myself be anything but a weapon, a summoner with mist. And someone that would turn around last minute to stop Earl.
I was glad that I got to hold you once. You were asleep, I put you asleep for a while, but I still got to hold you.
I thought you would have been so heavy, especially with that magun, but I was wrong. You were, in actuality, as light as my older brother. And, if you didn't know, he's only a little heavier than myself.
How I desired to hold you once more. And to see you smile. Even dead, I still desire those things. I just wish that we could meet once again without having to fight.
I left you with everyone else because, even though I knew I could, I didn't want to kill you. I wanted you safe, and I wanted everyone else safe, so I told them to get away. It was too bad I couldn't save them then, but I guess in the end it was all for the better.
The very last tiem I got to see you was when Herba had us all tied up before Earl and Chaos. I was sure it was our end, which was coming soon. And I thought it was the end for everyone, I'm so glad I thought wrong.
When I controlled me sword to destory the machine, I couldn't do it. I failed, and that left us all in danger. It was my pleasure to take my own sword right through my gut, since I was so near you. And it wasn't over for me, not yet.
I thanked Crux deeply when she gave me the msit, the mist of my very soul. I was able to hold off Earl while you killed him and Chaos. It was the last mist I used to summon, and your own life was the last soil bullet you used.
And we did it. Together, we destroyed Chaos. We saved everybody.
Black Wind, with the last thing you did you were acting so cool. Like always.