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Ch. 1 - True Happiness?

Bella's POV

I watched as Jacob and his wife Nyssa played with their cubs, Kea and Kean, in the back yard of the Cullen house. It had been three years since I had been married to Edward. Two years since Jacob found Nyssa, and a year since the cubs were born. I had wished so hard that I might be able to have a child of my own with no luck.

I was just like Esme in a way. We both wanted children. At least we are her substitute for that. I on the other hand was only "nineteen" so I didn't need children. Or so said Edward. If only I could find some way to have children. Some weird process to have my DNA and Edward's DNA in a small child. To watch it grow and learn. Just like Jacob and Nyssa's cubs.

It just wasn't fair. No matter how much I wanted this Edward wouldn't help me find a way. At least Alice helped. She kept looking into the future. I hoped she find some way soon. I turned to Alice to see her staring intensely at the ground. She was seeing something. Oh! Maybe she was seeing my answer! I quickly got up from my chair and knelt beside Alice.

"What is it?" I asked grabbing her hand. "Is it?" I asked feebly. She came out of it quickly and looked around.

"Emmett?" She asked looking around. Jasper pointed from his seat next to her down to the river. He placed a hand on her back.

"You ok?" He asked. She shook her head. "What did you see?" Alice looked up at him and put her hand on his chest.

"Emmett. He was swimming, the sun came out and some kids saw him. We all have to get inside. I saw a bunch of people in the woods around here and when they see us in the sun..." Jasper was up in a second. He ran to the river to fetch Emmett and I stood up feeling numb. No answer. Just stupid people who I have to avoid.

Alice stood up and walked briskly across the lawn to Jacob, Nyssa, and the cubs.

"People are walking around and the sun is about to come up. We have to get everyone inside."

Jacob and Nyssa nodded and grabbed the cubs. I stood by the door and watched as everyone came inside the house. Emmett and Jasper were the last ones to come running as fast as they could without being conspicuous. They made it inside just as the sun was coming out from under the clouds. I walked slowly into the house enjoying the warmth of the sun on my back for a few seconds. I guess I knew what this whole incident meant, even though I was hoping we could avoid it.

"We're moving." Carlisle announced the morning after. I moaned softly to myself. I looked over at Jasper and saw him looking at me with pity. I shook my head and walked out of the room. I was up in mine and Edwards room within a few minutes. I went and laid on the sofa. I sighed and turned over onto my stomach.

We had just moved and we were getting ready to move again. Jacob and Nyssa were coming along with the rest of the pack, of course. They liked to stay near we vampires. Just in case we started to stray from our "diets". The tension between us and the pack was still pretty bad, but it isn't as bad as it used to be.

I didn't mind moving. It was sorta cool I guess. New place...new food. I laughed softly at the thought.

"Something funny?" I looked up and saw Edward smiling down at me. I smiled and jumped off the bed and tackled him. The thud was loud, but I laughed. I loved being able to tackle and wrestle with him now. This was the good things about being a vampire.

Edward picked me up and laid me back on our sofa. Getting on top of me he kissed me thoroughly. I giggled until he stopped.

"Just like you left me. Happy?" Reaching into his pocket he pulled out a tiny red ruby attached to a loop.

"Yes, I'm happy. Are you?" He caught my wrist and swiftly attached the new charm to my bracelet. Instead of answering I examined my wrist, dangling it in front of me. When I didn't answer he forced my wrist onto my lap. "Are you happy, Bella?" He asked again, sorrow filling his voice.

"I'm trying." I whispered. When I heard him sigh I looked up at him. Grief was etched into his face. I had hurt him, again. "It's not your fault." I lied. He heard it and stood up.

"Bella, what you want isn't possible. Face it." With one last kiss on my cheek he got up and left.

I curled up on the sofa and cried, knowing that Edward was angry and unhappy with me. Not long after Edward left, Alice came and comforted me. She brought up chocolate bars and strawberry ice cream reminding me of my mom. We both cried knowing we were no closer to getting what I wanted and what I knew Alice secretly wanted too.