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Chapter 1 - Who's past

BPOV

It's time I thought, I can't keep waiting around thinking that he will come back, he said so himself he no longer loves me. I have to leave Forks for good, nothing is left for me here but loss, abandonment, hatred, and lies. I need to get out of this place before I get buried alive by the dust the Cullen's choose to leave behind. Its time that I left this stupid town and forgot about it, just like they said there distractions would make them forget about me.

5 years later

Is that him, no it can't be. I got his idea while I was out traveling that maybe if I was lucky again I would be able to see that pale white face of his again, to see that wonderful crooked smile that I love so much and for him to hold me in his arms once more. I new that would never happen but a small, very small part of me always wished that it would come true. Now a days I try not to think about Edward much, I have distractions that I try to partake in, to get my mind of him. Even though when I fall asleep at night I only dream about him, and that's what brings me to my current predicament. I see him right in front of me but is this just a dream like all the others that I have had, no I don't think it is. He has this very slight shimmer to him that only the real sun could give him.

Edward then smelled that all to familiar sent and turned around to see if it was her. They locked eyes for what seemed like seconds, and that's when the pain and blackness over took me. That was the day that changed my life forever, the day I became a Vampire.

EPOV

I new that leaving Bella would hurt her but I never dreamed of the pain that I would still be in her eyes after 5 years. When I turned around to look at her, she had pure hatred and pain in those beautiful eyes and I was the one that put it there. I should have noticed the other vampires that were coming near us but I was to distracted about what I saw in Bella's eyes, that it was too late. A vampire came up and bit Bella, then he ran away with her. I tried to go after him but for some reason I could not move from where I was. By the time I could move he was already in the air.

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