Hi everyone! I was thinking the other day and suddenly I just knew I had to write a story about this amazing characters in quite some different context, I do now know if this idea have been done before but im willing to try. The story is principally based on Tamaki, Haruhi and Hikaru. Still all of the other characters will appear and be a main part of the story, I am just focusing a little more on these three.

I have to thank Enarre without her this idea may have never come, if you do now know her go and read her stories, she's amazing and I got the general idea from her. So thanks! Even if you never read this.

Our ouran hosts have grown up so they are 22 or 23 depending, they have graduated and life is starting to catch on them. I dont know if you ever read the manga, where they moved to Boston? Whell, that never happened here though I might add a thing or two.

If you feel like it review! Pretty please?

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, promise, the moment I do I'll let you know.

'NOTHING I EVER WANTED'

Prologue

The day before the annoucement

If Hikaru had known better he would have stayed forever in France. Forever and never look back to Japan, but right now there wasn't a lot he could to about his situation isn't it?

Yesterday. 8:10 am

Hikaru raised from his bed a little bit groggy a little bit sleepy, way too hungry. He looked around the huge room of the hotel he was staying just a block away from the Eiffel tower, the sunlight was entering the window and past the curtains illuminating everything around mildly for him to recognize his surroundings. The little table besides the huge bed had an alarm clock that was ringing... Tiredly he saw the clock and turned it off… he still had time for a little nap before he ought to catch his flight. He fell into the bed again snuggling closer to the girl he had brought yesterday from a bar down the street… she smelled like alcohol and smoke, he crunched his nose, he hated the smell of smoke, in a second he pondered his options about this issue and reluctantly he let go of her and finally laid on his back, hands over his head, wondering how could they have slept together last night at all, soon that thought vanished as he felt himself going into slumber and finally drop to sleep.

He had come for the fashion week along with his mother and his brother and after having a quick discussion he had convinced them that he needed some time alone so he had over stayed after the fashion week had ended. Overstayed meaning one month and two weeks.

Kaoru was beyond amused at this, they had never ever been apart that long, let alone weeks! But he thought the reason behind all this were justifiable too, he had always been the kindest of the two, the most mature and without doubt the most caring, so he understood his brother. However, that didn't mean he had to like it. He called him everyday twice just to know how he was doing, he knew he would be fine, he was a Hitachiin anyway and besides they both had lots of friends in France, it was known to everybody how friendly his twin brother could get.

It had been the hard on Hikaru, the same mess of life since… since those news, and Kaoru knew he felt like a zombie ever since then, looking for something to live for the next day, he really felt bad for his brother but he thought that time was what he needed and soon he would be the same as before. There was nothing he could do right now or never, but now looking back, how much time would his brother need?

Hikaru didn't want to return to Japan any time soon, even when he knew he eventually will have to, he had to help his mother with business, a huge enterprise like the Hitachiin's don't run alone and even when Kaoru was working and (he could bet) making excuses for him he knew deep down that this was the time to go home, his mother had called yesterday requesting him to get on a plane today. By request it was an order, she had already booked the ticket. He sighed contently into the pillow, just five more minutes…

Ring….

Oh c'mon!

Ring….Riiing.

He let it rang, he was having such a good nap… here, with nothing but the sheets (like he used to sleep when he was alone in his own house, hey! He liked the feeling!)

And it rang and rang and rang…

"Are you going to anzer dat?" He heard someone speaking just a few inches from his ear in english with that thick accent of the french people that they just cant get rid of, Hikaru raised his eyes to meet chocolate ones and murmured something intelligent like:

"No."

The girl looked at him dumbfounded and Hikaru, again, dropped his head to sleep a little bit more, the telephone had stopped ringing, the girl looked satisfied as she looked around, god she was hungry, she looked to the boy next to her and grinned, how it had ended like this? She didn't know, not that she cared anyway! She was in bed with one of the Hitachiin brothers! Kaoru or Hikaru?

She really tried to remember his name. Let's give her that.

Then she shrugged, the result was just the same, a hot guy (very hot indeed) had slept with her, and no one else than the Hitachiin twin. She could do a great deal out of this! She could date him… then I don't know, just thinking really fast marry him and be rich! She had money, oh yeah, she was a model of Victoria secret but still she was an intelligent woman, she knew her beauty wasn't going to last forever. So maybe a rich husband?

Just to remember this moment… and she took a picture with her and him in the bed, you couldn't see his face but you sure could see her smiling, she thought it would be a nice memory of this new but hopefully long relationship.

In that moment the phone rang again, she was about to go and pick it up herself annoyed at the sound when finally the twin screamed in frustration, threw the covers away from his body and jumped out the bed. Walked to his jeans that were a few feet away on the floor, took the phone out and finally answered.

"What?!"

"Hikaru?"

"Oh, Kaoru, its you." Hikaru said relaxing a bit, "I thought maybe you were mom, or a friend… or just—well, how are you?" Hikaru said looking around, he was totally naked and he flushed a little bit, just a little when he saw the girl staring at him, he looked over his shoulder and gave her a look, she quickly turned, sighing he found his trousers and put them on, otherwise made no movement as his brother talked. "Good to hear now—"

"Well, just calling to know if you are in the airport already, I am coming to pick you up."

Hikaru looked around and saw the clock, the world stopped. Then:

"ITS TWELVE IN THE AFTERNOON ALREADY?"

Same day: 12:05 pm

"What—? I don't know! Im not on France but I know your flight leaves in one hour, whatever the time, go and check on the board it should be somewhere." Kaoru answered and then Hikaru could almost see him narrow his eyes. "Cause you are in the airport, right?"

"Yeah!" Hikaru said as he rushed around the room, thanks god yesterday a maid had done the room and a few butlers of his had done all his luggage, he ignored the girl like she had never been there as he took a clean tshirt and jeans and finally found his sneakers from yesterday. "Of course I am! Look I—I cant talk on the cellphone in the airport! I call you when I land."

He could still hear his twin voice before he hang up. "DAMN IT HIKARU, YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE—"

He could try lie to his brother, and try being the key word, because he was sure Kaoru knew he was not in the airport.

Damn it.

He looked around just too see if he was forgetting everything, he crossed the room to get his wallet (making sure everything was in order, check) his cell phone rang again, he saw the dialer.

Kaoru.

He send it to voice mail. Wallet, cell phone, bags… done!

He quickly called the lobby to send (as quickly as possible) people to gather his luggage and to have a car ready to take him to the airport, that done he sighed. Maybe he would get there on time. Maybe. Gee his mother will kill him.

"Hum… Zat's going on?" Said the girl on the bed. Right.

"I am leaving." Hikaru said matter of fact as he straightened up he realized the smell of alcohol and smoke wasn't going to be nice for the person next to him on the plane even with the fresh clothes he had just put on, he quickly pulled out a perfume and basically bathed on it, the girl giggled.

"You don't stink." She said smiling to him, Hikaru smiled to her just barely not meeting her eyes as he looked around the room.

"Thanks… well, Im going to be gone any minute now." He said pacing around the room just to see he wasn't really forgetting anything, he saw a bunch of present his friends had given him a few days ago in bags, Channel, Blueberry, Calvin Klein, De la Renta you name it. He took out a Channel bag out from all those, a friend had sent it to his mother but his mother already owned like twenty like this one already. "Here, for you."

He handed the present to the girl who took it with pride shining on her eyes and some greediness, Hikaru noticed and he even wanted to smirk, they were all the same. "Why, thank you! Its really pretty."

"I know." Then as an afterthought he said. "You must be hungry, I'll call so you can have the rest of the day here, you know—hang around if you like and to bring you breakfast right away? What about it?"

"That would be perfect." She said with a huge smile and then her smile got wider. "Why don't you come back to the bed? We can have the rest of the day just for us! Do fun things!"

Hikaru knew about the part of fun things, he almost was dragged into bed, thinking just one more day how much could it hurt? He made a move to her when the butler knocked on the door, he shook his head and got off his dizziness, no, he had to go.

He ordered what he wanted to be done and after his luggage was gone he took his backpack from the floor, he was about to go when the girl called him, annoyed he looked back. What now? He had followed his own rules, breakfast, a day on the hotel, a present. Usually they never wanted anything else.

"Im sorry, I really gotta go, it was a pleasure to meet you."

"Pleasure indeed."

Hikaru raised a brow but otherwise did not react.

"So we will see each other again? Where are you going anyway?" She didn't like him going away… she knew this was something special! Still he looked like he just wanted to run fast and away from her. She tried to remember who twin it was… word had it only one of them was staying… but what was the name?!

He didn't answer, he just turned around and kept on walking, finally she screamed after him, wondering if she would hear her, going for the name of the kind one, after all the attentions he had got on her it should be the kind twin isn't it? The one who's smile was the prettiest.

"Call me, Kaoru! Take care!"

The ginger man appeared on the door a few seconds later smirking and for some reason she didn't like the way she was looking at her, self-consciously she draped the sheets around her tighter.

"I was feeling bad about me dumping you here… and well, actually never call you" Hikaru said with a bright smile and a smirk. "Really, but guess what? I won't call because I can't remember your name either. How great is that?"

And with that Hikaru Hitachiin was out the door to never see that girl again, mumbling under his breath and how stupid that girl could be, but then again he tried to always pick the dumb girls to sleep with, its not like he couldn't get smart ones but the smart ones might get him into trouble, while he knew this one was happy to just tell her story, stare at her new bag and the dress that was inside, enjoy the day in one of the most expensive hotels as she ate everything she wanted. Her friends would go crazy and she could talk about it for the rest of her life, like he cared. Yeah, he would never see her again, but no one could blame him for being rude! He was, after all, raised to be a gentleman, so he always treated them like he used to do in the host club. Like queens.

He cringed at the name Host Club, it made him remember things that were better left alone in the past, he entered the cab waiting for him and again ignoring his twins call raced to the airport in hopes to make it on time.

Day before the news.

12: 25 pm. Paris, France.

So, there it was! Hope you liked it and review, thanks if you read it and took the time.

Yeap Hikaru is a mess right now, but lets see how that works for him, I know I wasnt saying much but I felt like a prologue was needed before the story starts in the next chapter.

-Juliet'lovestory-