Hey! This is my first FanFic so don't be too hard on me...I will try to upload as fast as I can but I'm not perfect! I will also be using lyrics from Paramore songs for this story. More chapters coming soon!
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'How can I decide what's right?'
Sam's POV
I threw my head back on my pillow and stared at the ceiling, watching the shadows move as cars swept past my window, headlights shining. Another tear rolled down my cheek and soaked into my hair. How could she? She just HAD to have her own way, didn't she?
"I kissed Freddie!"
The words bounced around my head, making my temples ache and my anger grow even more. I groaned and threw my pillow across the room, making the various crap that filled my room fall and make a loud clattering noise as it hit the floor. As usual, Melanie decided to see what's going on.
"Sam? Are you alright?"
"Yeah…I…I…I'm fine!"
"You don't sound fine. Maybe I should…"
"I SAID I'M FINE!"
Her perfectly made-up face contorted into a frown and she slowly backed out of the door like a puppy with its tail between its legs.
His face flashed onto my eyelids and the corners of my mouth turned up into a smile, then another face appeared. Hers. He turned towards her with love in his eyes as she pressed her lips against his in a sweet, light kiss. It deepened. Both of their eyes closed tightly and their mouths moving as one while one small kiss turned into a heated, passionate make-out session.
I growled and thrashed my arms in front of my face. The image rippled away but not before it had imprinted itself onto my brain. I should be happy for them. Not lying on my bed, crying like some broken hearted wimp! But I can't stop…. Why?