A/N: Hello everyone. I wrote this one because I just feel like it and this idea has been in my head for awhile. Hope you like it :)

Edit: Oh crap, not that it's not that obvious. But I totally forgot to tell you guys this before. I must have been too tired to remember, but... "Speech like this" is the angel's, "Speech like this" is the devil, "Speech like this" is when someone talks to their devil and angel and one more "Speech like this" is when both the angel and devil say the same thing.

Warning: Updates will be irregular cause I would only write this when I don't feel like writing 'I can read you like a book'. Not beta'd, might contain mistakes, read at your own risk.

Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me, except for the sad old mistakes.

Angels and Devils

Prologue

Everyone is born with an angel and devil. The angel sits on your right shoulder and the devil is on your left. Normally, everyone is meant to listen to the angel, because they would always lead you to the right place. Tell you all the good things you should do. But the devil… oh, the devil, they always tell you such tempting things, how could one ever resist? If it was you, who would you follow?

Only you yourself can see your own angels and devils, talk to them and touch them. It's said that only you can see your soul mate's angels and devils too, touch them, hear them.

"God loves everyone, forgives all your mistakes. Listen to me and we shall be in His grace."

"Pfftt, God, my ass. Who needs God when you can have everything you want in life? Satan gives you everything you ever need. And in the end, you just jump in instead of walking up thousands of steps up to a cloudy garden?"

I have always been called a goody two shoes. I don't see anything wrong with it, I like to be a good girl. I listen to my parents, I love them and they love me just as much. My parents are amazing and always did a lot of good things for people, that taught me to be good so I just followed in their footsteps.

So when I found out about my dad wanting to tell the whole of the Arc about the oxygen system failure, I supported him. That was the right thing to do. Except he died for that and me? I was locked up for being 'good'.

I didn't understand why, I was always taught to be good. So why am I the bad one now when all I want to do is to be good?

And then it was time they were going to send us down to Earth. I was excited and anxious at the same moment, we weren't supposed to go down there because of the radiation. But now, we were going because we were 'disposable'.

"Tell me again why are we still listening to the angel?"

"Because I know that this is the only way to save us. Mom is just doing what's best for us."

"Pfft…"

And when we were finally on Earth, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. It's more than my imagination.

When we found out that we weren't the only humans around, I was freaked out. I was scared, but somehow everyone had started to look up to me as their leader, I couldn't do anything to show that I was afraid. I had to be strong.

When Finn offered the comfort of another person, we were both scared and alone and just wanted to feel alive.

"Yes, Clarke! Listen to me, you need this. The comfort of another body, pleasure yourself. Feel alive, feel the love and the sin."

"Clarke, he is not the one for you. Do not fall into the temptation of the devil. You are to save yourself for our soul mate. That's what you promised to your dad, wasn't it?"

My devil kicked my angel off my right shoulder, "What are you talking about? We have seen everyone on Ark, none of them is our soul mate. I don't think that soul mate exists. Just enjoy yourself, Clarke. Life is short, enjoy it, we might all die tomorrow."

My angel flew back up to my right shoulder and shoved my devil back onto my left shoulder, "Clarke, there are more people on Earth, maybe our soul mate is around here somewhere. Don't listen to that devil over there. I am always 'right'."

My devil retaliated, "Pfftt, you mean our soulmate is one of those savages out there? Are you kidding me? No, no, no, Clarke, we are not going to give ourselves to a barbarian, are we?"

"Shut up, both of you. Let me think."

"There's nothing to think about, Clarke! Listen to me!"

"I'm sorry, Finn. I can't do this," I finally said after a long silence, I ran away from there. I did not want to listen to my devil. I had to be a good girl, that was the plan all along. But I was afraid that what if on Earth, I no longer have the pleasure to be the good guy anymore? Or were things always that black and white? Just what was good and what was bad? How does one even tell?

When Raven came down, I found out that Finn was her boyfriend. I was glad that I did not listen to my devil.

"OHHH! That bastard, how dare he tried to seduce us? We should cut off his d***, Clarke. Oh we should."

"Clarke, what he did wasn't right, but we have to be reasonable and forgiving. Remember no matter how many times someone has wronged you, always forgive them. That's what God always do for us."

And the time when Finn was poisoned and we had a grounder tied up, I was worried. I wanted to help Finn, but I couldn't torture a poor (although absolutely buffed) guy for that.

"I don't know what's right or wrong anymore!"

"Let them torture him, he will answer"

"No, Clarke, I don't think he is a bad guy, try to talk to him. Maybe he will tell us."

Bellamy tried to whip him but I stopped him. He was angered that I wouldn't let him have at the grounder and told me that I could use my princess method to make him talk and that he would be downstairs if I changed my mind.

I was determined, I wasn't going to torture someone for answers. This guy seemed like he could be reasoned with but he did not answer me at all no matter what I asked. I started to get more and more desperate, I almost gave in to my devil until Octavia butted in and begged him to help.

I felt like Octavia knew something that I didn't about him. That was when I realized that he was Octavia's soulmate. I was happy for her, and upset that I haven't found mine. We got Finn stabilized after that, so it was all good.

And then we got a meeting with the grounder to try to have a peace talk. It was all ruined by Jasper.

"We oughta have his head for this, Clarke! That bastard, we could have saved us all! I'm too young to die early, Clarke."

"We aren't killing anyone, Clarke. He thought you were in danger, he was trying to protect you."

"And look what his PROTECTION got us? A FREAKING WAR, ANGEL!" My devil was enraged, really enraged. She jumped my angel and tried to fight her.

"Stop it, you devil! Ouch, ouch, hey! Clarke, save me."

I sighed, "Stop it, both of you."

They didn't stop, of course. I had to forcefully pull them apart from each other.

It was inevitable, the war was here before we were ready. I had to set them all on fire, or we're dead. What was I to do?

"We're gonna let it burn burn burn burn. Burn burn burn burn. We can light it up, up, up. So they can't put it out, out, out. We can light it up, up, up. So they can't put it out out out~" My devil belted out a song from the old ages.

"No, Clarke! We can't do this! They are people too, we'll be a mass murderer. Think about what you're doing."

"Clarke, there ain't another way. It's us or them. This is war!"

I didn't have much time to think anymore, all I could do now is act. I pulled the lever. I burned them, I burned them all…

I walked outside, I saw the devastation I caused, the smell of burnt flesh thickened the air around me, I knew… I would always live with this burden, this massacre that I led… in the name of war. To save my people, because it was my responsibility now.

We were captured, I woke up in a weird place. I trusted no one, Dante looked like a nice old man but all I could think of was the movie I watched when I was a kid, about a witch in the candy house. The witch who fed the children until they were fat then wanted to cook them.

Changed back to 3rd person view… because I accidentally forgot to write the next part in Clarke's point of view, forgive me.

Cage, Dante's son had a vicious, almost animalistic look in his eyes. Clarke just didn't trust them enough to relax herself. Worst of all was that the people who used to depend on her no longer wanted to listen to her, they trusted these strangers really had the best intention for them.

She then found it, the extraction chamber and found Anya, the person who led the battle against them.

Her angel told her to save the general just because she could, because that was the right thing to do.

They were safe, she left the general to go back to her own village so they could set up a meeting with the Commander. Clarke left her to go find her own people, only to find out that there's no one else. She didn't know what to do… until she found her own people.

They shot her, but luckily they didn't manage to kill her, she only got two shots… one on her leg and another on her arm. She saw her mother again, she was glad that she was still alive.

She insisted her mom to have people search and rescue her friends but she was rejected repeatedly because they apparently did not have enough manpower. Her mother thought that she was still the little innocent naïve girl that she sent down, but Clarke was no longer that. She was cruel and a mass murderer… she was a leader.

After Clarke had healed up enough to not hinder her walking gait, she met up with Raven and escaped the camp with her help, Raven couldn't have come with her because of her legs.

Clarke didn't know where the grounder village was, but she could only hope to find it, with only a gun in hand. She didn't need much help finding the grounder village though, cause she got captured and taken there.

When she finally woke up, she was in a strange dungeon sort of place, and a blurry person was in front of her face, "Clarke, Clarke, are you ok?"

Back to Clarke's POV, because this is when I realized that I dropped Clarke's POV, sorry, really. Too lazy to change them all.

I blinked my eyes to clear my vision, it was Marcus Kane. I didn't like him, because he was always brutal and tried to fight my mom numerous times before.

"Council member Kane…" I immediately raised myself a little and pushed backwards away from him.

"It's ok, Clarke, I won't harm you," He tried to reassure me with his hands raised.

"Where are we?" I asked him after inspecting the place.

"We are probably in the grounder prison. We have been here for a while now," someone else behind Kane said to me.

I turned to get a better look at him, it's Chancellor Jaha… or ex-Chancellor Jaha.

I stood up unsteadily, we were in a cavern like place… and the only light streaming in was from the top. I raised my voice and shouted, "I demand to speak with your Commander! Anya made me this promise!"

The two adults tried to dissuade me, telling me that no one would answer and that they had done it already.

Then suddenly, the door opened. A huge man walked in, he looked imposing. He must have been the Commander… but then, if the Commander was supposed to be Anya's second. This guy looked a little… too old for that.

He shouted in a foreign language before they picked up Jaha and beat him up and Mr. Kane kept trying to stop them and convince them that we came in peace. I merely stared at the 'Commander', I still had my doubts.

"Are you really the Commander?" I asked when they had finally released Jaha.

By an untrained eye, it would have appeared that his face remained stoic and maybe even angered for being questioned but I could see the very invisible sign of surprise. A sign that showed that I was right.

"What are you talking about, Clarke?" Kane asked me urgently, trying to appease the huge man who was easily twice my size.

"I request to speak with the Commander, Anya made me a promise," I continued unfazed.

"I am the Commander, how dare you question me, Skai gada?" The man shouted at me and I narrowed my eyes at him.

"I have no time for you," He dropped a dagger in front of me and turned around to walk away. Hidden behind him was a girl in commoner's clothes. What really caught my eyes though, was the tiny versions of her as an angel and devil sitting on her shoulders.

The supposed Commander was going to walk away and close to the door but then the girl who was still standing by the entrance stood frozen, staring at me surprised. As I was also staring at her, gaping in surprise. I… just met my soulmate.

A/N: Hope you guys liked it. Favorites and reviews are welcome :) If anyone wonders what song devil Clarke was singing at the fire massacre, it was 'Burn' by Ellie Goulding :)