Hello ! My first fanfic hope you will enjoy it !. In half of my story , I got into some technical difficulty which caused the letters to be into Bold ,Itallic. I will try to fix the problem later on.

Thanks for reading (Yes I dont know if I could post this here but you have to forgive my no0biness)

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My name was Akari Miwazaki formally known as Sunshine. I was a business women , powerful and successful , lucky for such a young age. I was only 23. I was most likely the fact that my parents were the founders of Namco , a popular car company.

Cliché, I know. I am so happy ! But I'm not. I should be, being born in such a rich family but something felt wrong , like I didn't belong. I had all of those weird dreams that led me to "Sunshine Island". (Funny , it had the same name of me ) I was really desperate , I checked everywhere on the internet and yet not one bit of information about the Island. At first I thought I was going crazy and my dreams were getting to me but one stormy day something came in the mail. I was a brochure , of Sunshine Island. I couldn't believe my luck but it could of most likely been a trick. Nobody knew that I was looking for that Island , so it must have been destiny…

"Are you crazy !" Paul says raising his hand in the air.

"Not entirely.. I think .. But I really need to go.!"

"What do you want me to tell you're parents? You wanted to grow some silly little crops and have some infected meat ? Look don't you dare go there!" he was going ballistic.

"PAUL ! They are not silly crops and that "meat" are cows, thank you very much !"

"Why do you want to go there Sunshine ?" He calmed down.

" I don't know. It's my dreams , there telling me to go there. And my past…"

"You're past! You don't have a past in a farm. You're parents are Rachelle and Carlisle Miwazaki. I'm sorry but you are absolutely crazy ! You piss me off !. You don't know how much I wanted to have parents like you. You are being a god damn bitch !"

He sits at chair looking at me with so much tension. I wanted to slap him dead . He lights up a cigerette just to piss me even more off , it was disgusting

"I am not crazy , Paul Shruvozeki ! It's not my fault you are gay-boy and think that you are better then us! You cant even get a date! Paul these memories only started to happen when I was 10 ! I was developed , knowing what right and wrong was. Why didn't they happen before when I was younger eh?"

He looked at me , straight in the eye , knowing he wouldn't win this fight . He sighed.

"I don't know but look ! What am I going to do?"

"Tell them I killed myself. I couldn't handle everything. And that I was actually crazy. Can you do that Paul? The only favor I've asked you for the 3 years we've been together? Can you"

"Oh , I can do that" He reply's with a sneaky grin. " It's really easy .. You are crazy"

"Don't push it Paul ! I really got to go now ! And don't forget I'm not writing back. I want to disappear."

" Fine.. I love you" He says with some tears in his eyes.

"I love you too. Remember Paul, I am not escape this , I'm trying to find my old past. Make sense?"

I close the door behind me.

"No it doesn't" I here him scream.

I didn't need clothes and I didn't need money either , so I left with nothing in my hands. I didn't want people to find me. I wanted to find me . I wanted to disappear.

Maybe the person I'll miss the most is Paul. He may be a pain in the capital Ass but he is like a brother to me. In the end , we always loved to each other.

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I was in the airplane when it came to me. Was I really crazy? Was my past nothing more then phony dreams? I did see some "special people" but they only said I had a big imagination. I had my head in the clouds , nothing more.

I always tried to defend myself but nobody would believed me. I was alone. In darkness. Kids would never play with me , my mother would be ashamed when I was telling my stories and my father just ignored me.

"Coffee?" I hear a peppy voice say.

"No thanks" I wanted her too leave me alone. I had to think for my future , my "past".

"Water?"

"No thanks?"

"Juice?"

"No"

"Want some more pillows?"

"No.. I'm okay" I reply getting irritated like hell. I'm a happy person but I really had to think.

"Food?"

"Dammit lady I said no !" I say getting up from my seat.

"Well this behavior is not first class! Would you like to go the coach?" She says sarcastically.

"Fine bring me too first class ! I would be allot more peaceful without -Miss-Want-something?- bugging my every move" I say screaming.

She seemed surprised of my reaction.

"Well come with me right this minute!".

She brought me to coach between some middle class people. They looked nice. I was wrong. The child kept bugging me and the father looked like if he was on drugs. He actually fell asleep on my shoulder and drooling Stupid American people , no respect at all.

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There it was a beautiful big boat right of the coast of out-a-nowhere. I just couldn't believe it , I must be really crazy. Although I didn't take a 12 hour trip and a stained drool shirt for nothing. I get on , my heart betting faster and faster.

I don't know why but I had to escape. From people, the cars , sky scrapers even the money. I just couldn't bear it anymore. People could call me psycho , in fact Paul did. Well by now , Paul must doing some sort of soap opera , crying and screaming on how I killed myself. Oh Paul.

I look in front , all blue , nothing can stop me now. The crisp salty wind whips my short hair back , feels good. I can feel my struggles and my accomplishments. Maybe I will fall in love or I'll grow old alone. I was ready to grow some crops , pet animals , my looses and wins. I was ready for a heck of a Harvest Moon !

[Insertcheesyjapanesethemesong]

"Hello!" I hear a husky voice say. I turn around slowly and there standing was a old man with a white hat.

"Hi! You must be the captain of this boat !" I reply with a surprisingly peppy tone.

" Well yes, I am" seeming proud of himself.

I go close to him, ready for some questioning .

" So you must be the other victim of Sunshine Island" he says with big smile.

" Vi.. Victim? Pardon?" I say confused. What could he mean by victim?

" Hoohoo ! The Sunshine Island is deserted, well almost." He saw my horror in my face and quickly changed subject..

" Umm, well , yes .. What's you're name dear?" I was stunned by such a simple question. What was my name? Of course I knew , it was Akari Miwazaki but I didn't want them to find out. I didn't dye my hair brown and cut it short for nothing.

" Dear? What's you're name"

" A.. Sunshine !" I say. My nickname was the closest thing I had for a name.

" Sunshine ? Like the name of the Island? You sure ? You don't seem too convinced."

" Yes I am sure ! Of course."

" Different name but I guess Tokyo people have weird names."

A light conversation about my name and it got already awkward. Would I fit in? I hope so .

" When's you're birthday?" he says, trying to break the dreadful silence.

" Winter" Panic caught again . I didn't want to tell the slightest of information about my other life.

"Winter?" He says , thinking I was "out there" not knowing my own birthday.

" Sorry.. Spring 5ft. I'm just so overwhelmed by the ocean"

" Yeah she's a beauty isn't it ? So you are born in spring . I would most likely guess Summer because of you're name. I guess life is full of surprises isn't it?" He said taking a puff of his pipe.

"Yeah.."

" So what do you like ?"

" Like?" What did he meant? I can't read brains you know.

" You know like between veggies , animal products and fish?" He says raising an eyebrow.

" Ohm ! Okay , well most certainly crops. When I was a kid my Mom always had a little garden. She used to take some of those fresh vegetables and put them in salads. They were the best ! Don't get me wrong the fish is good , my father was a fisherman. He used to bring some fresh fish and cook it on the beach. Also animal products are good too ! My grandma used to have some cows and chickens so we would use some of those to cook some bread." I reply , daydreaming of the good old days. I think it was or were those memories dreams. No time for retaking my words.

" Hmm , you sound like a true farm girl at heart. Tokyo people aren't as bad as I thought" He says with smile.

" Thanks , I guess my past is my inspiration to run a farm" I say blushing. It was true , I knew it was true , I hope it's true. But those feelings were too real.

" Daydreaming Sunshine?"

I move my eyes to him but the clouds were so beautiful. Mom was right , I always have my head in the clouds. In the my dreams.

" Captain ! We are approaching soon enough !" I hear some screaming over my head.

" Aye-aye !" He replies with a stronger voice then I thought.

"Turn around" He whispered pointing somewhere.

I turn around with excitement and there it was , big and beautiful. Sunshine Island. Funny I feel right at home.

" We will arrive in 20 minutes"

Exactly when he said it lighting struck . Violent rain started too poor and the wind picked up.

"Put yourself on the ground !" The captain screams.

It was too late , something struck my head and went all black. The only thing I remember was the captain say "You're name doesn't help with the weather either !"