Sigh. That's all I ever do… I can't even talk to anybody without sighing. My teachers and parents think I'm depressed and ask me all the time why I "Sigh", but the truth is, I don't remember. I just know I haven't smiled or stopped sighing for years. I'm tired of everyone asking "What's wrong?" or "Do you need to see a counselor?"

I honestly wish everything would go away, but if I tell people that they may think I'm thinking suicide. I just wish I could remember why I'm like this…

I sat in my small bedroom, lights turned off but the window still created light. My purple and white blankets covered me, my head on some green pillows; I looked up at the dull badge ceiling. I had woken up late again; I pushed the covers off and stood up on the rug that covered the wooden floor. I grabbed my clothes from my small closet and headed to the bathroom across the hall from my room. Before getting dressed, I brushed my teeth and hair and washed my face.

I got dressed and put my make-up on, a normal day routine. I wore my usual white dress with the black sleeves and yellow bow. I put my white headband on, the one that held my white hair bow and some white hair clips to keep my blonde hair from getting in my face.

I headed back to my room and sat at my desk, I started to work on the paper I should have started last week for history. I kept working and after an hour my ringtone "Bad Apple" came on.

"Hello?" I asked answering the phone.

"Hey Rin!" A perky voice practically screamed.

"Oh, hey Miku." I replied to my friend.

" I was wondering if you would like to come to my party this afternoon, it's at the park!" Miku quickly asked me.

"Oh, uh, Sure. I'll be there." I answered unsure.

" OK! Don't worry about gifts it's just a friendly get together, Oh and please don't invite anyone else. That may have sounded rude but I just want it to..." She went on explaining.

"Oh, ok, I um will be there, don't worry." I said trying to sound happy.

"OK! See ya at 12! Oh! and it's at the front I'll..." She went on again

"Ok got it, Bye!" I tried not to sound rude as I hung up..

That girl is just too perky.. I looked at the clock, 11:30. Well I better get going soon otherwise I'll be late and Miku will expect a whole story on that...