Hey guys, sooo this is my second Nejiten story, i'm almost done with it I only have a few more chapters to go, but it's a very different story I will admit then others? but again i would love reviews and criticism on what i could work on and what not. This is only the first chapter and i would like to know what you guys think of it, but even if I don't get much feed back i will constantly update till the whole thing is posted, I wont leave the story so you wont have to worry about that! love you guys thanks 3

1; Let the tragedy begin

Prologue

This is the story of a little girl named Tenten, just Tenten. She is a beautiful woman now, envied by many, even though she is a tomboy, she has always had men wanting to take her for his own, but she 's never interested. Unfortunately though, Tenten didn't have a happy life, and just when she thought things were going to get better they only got worse til she was left all alone, with nobody to love. But then, a certain someone came along, and changed everything.

October 14, 2010 9:00 P.

As young 13-year-old Tenten was in her parents bedroom watching T.V. She heard a door slam loudly, she got up from her spot on the bed and stuck her head out the doorway and peered down the hall seeing that it was the office of her family's house, and it seemed that, that was the door that slammed shut. She guessed it was her parents arguing again in private.

Since about early July Tenten's parents had been acting strange. They had become more distant with each other ,not even sleeping in the same bed and hardly speaking. Tenten, though concerned, thought it was just another bump in the road of the marriage and they would soon overcome it, but how wrong she was.

About 45 minutes later Tenten heard her mother call out to her to come to the dining room, Tenten got up annoyed that she had to leave her show, but she knew that she had to obey her mother. She got to the dining room and was surprised to see her 16-year-old brother already there sitting across from her father who had his back towards her, while her mother stood next to him with her arms across her chest.

Tenten slid in to her seat at the table smoothly then asked the question that had been on her mind for the past four months "Mom, Dad, what's going on?"

Her mother gave her a sympathetic look as her eyes quickly went to her father, glaring daggers into his skull as she threatened "Well? Are you going to tell them or am I going to have to do it for you?"

Tenten now looked expectantly at her father who straitened up, looked both of his children in the eye, then looked back down at his intertwined fingers on the table, he then took in a deep calm breath. During all of this, Tenten was going through as many scenarios as she could, of why her father and mother were acting like this ,and what her father would tell them, but nothing prepared her for what came out of his mouth

"Saitou" her father began "Tenten, you both need to know that for the past few months I have been cheating on your mother with another woman, and your mother and I had a long discussion, in which she told me that she wouldn't accept me in this house committing this sin because it's against our catholic religion. So she gave me a choice, either I leave the other woman, go to confession, and then come back home, or I can leave the house and stay with that woman." Tenten sat still with her eyes wide and glassy with shock and soon to come tears awaiting her father's decision, her brother, mean while, was glaring at her father furiously.

Their father took another deep breath and with out hesitance or regret in his voice said "I chose to leave the house to be with this other woman, and I'm leaving tonight." Silent tears rolled down Tenten's face as she couldn't believe what this selfish bastard called her father just said to her and her brother. She quickly looked down, away from her father as she tried to muffle her heart wrenching sobs. Her father looked at her and cooed "What's wrong panda bear? Why are you crying?"

He was resting his hand on her forearm when she suddenly jerked away and uttered darkly "Don't touch me."

Soon after, her brother, Saitou, got up, knocking the chair behind him to the ground, marched straight to his room and slammed the door shut. Tenten much more gently got up, went to her room, closed the door, turned off all the lights except for her one lamp, since she's terrified of the dark and can't sleep without it, and layed in her bed silently as she listened to her father going around the house packing up his things and soon leaving. For weeks after Tenten cried herself to sleep, and on weekends she would go to therapy with her mother and brother. Tenten did her best to cope with the situation, but after two years of bottling up emotions, one fateful night would lead her to something that will change her forever.

February 2, 2012 11:30 P.M.

" How could you be so stupid! You had to go and do this all at the last-minute you stupid girl! I can't believe you! You know what, give me the phone you're not getting this back till that papers grade comes back in!"

"But you don't get it! I've been working on this all day! I just wanted you guys to look over it, but now you're changing everything so it's not even me talking in my paper anymo-"

"NO! I don't want to hear it! How stupid do you think I am you were just waiting to do it all now you moron ! God you're useless I hope you fail! This paper is going to be awful!"

Tenten's mother then walked furiously back to her bedroom, slamming the door shut as she left Tenten there alone in the living room with the laptop on her lap and the word document of her paper still open with only the living room light on.

Tears of sorrow that left a bitter taste in her mouth began to roll down her cheeks, as she sat there silently editing her paper one more time. When she was done she saved the word document and shut down her computer. She then quickly got up, went to the kitchen, grabbed a steak knife, turned all the lights off, and ran to her bedroom where she turned off all the lights and turned on her one lamp.

She sat there for a while on the floor in front of her bedroom door, with a sock in her mouth and the full length mirror in front of her. She brought the cool steel knife to the skin on her left wrist as she tried to bring up the guts to actually cut through her skin, but she soon realized she couldn't do it. Frustrated with herself she desperately began to look around the room, looking for something to cut herself with, and she soon came across a push-pin she attempted to push it into her skin, but it was too difficult. Irritation ripped through her when all of sudden the though hit her 'the razor' .Tenten quickly crept out of her room and made her way towards the bathroom.

She turned on the bright florescent lights and gently closed the door behind her while locking it. She quickly grabbed the blue and green razor on the side of her bathtub, she then brought it to her left wrist and applied pressure while tugging it down a bit and then she slowly pulled it across her tan skin. She felt the familiar sting of a cut and began to giggle silently as a smile of glee came across her face with the bitter tears becoming tears of happiness, as she saw the ruby drops now protruding from her skin and sliding down her forearm in rivulets.

Tenten made 15 more cuts just like the first and she had never felt so happy in her life, the pain was pleasurable and she loved every moment of her self-mutilation. It was pure euphoria. In about early March she was caught with the cuts on her wrist by her mother, she stopped for a short while but came out turning to alcohol and liquor to relieve herself, but that wasn't enough. She began to cut again in late May and was caught again in late November of that year. She went back to therapy and stopped for two months but she relapsed and was never caught again.

June 12, 2012 no time of remembrance

Tenten sat their in front of the T.V. Intrigued by the fact that their were actually websites that were all about anorexia with tips and tricks and ways to avoid eating and diets. She was elated, Tenten felt that she had gotten fat and she wanted to lose it all. The next day she got on her laptop and looked up all these pro ana websites and was immediately hooked, she took the advice and expertise, and started her pro ana life style. She began to lose weight rapidly and she had never been happier. 1 month and she had already dropped 45lbs, it was becoming a drug.

At meals she would only eat half and drink water like crazy, at school she would say she didn't bring money or she wasn't feeling well to get out of eating. Tenten did any thing and everything to lose the weight. Her mother had become verbally abusive to her recently, concerning her weight, and Tenten wanted to prove her wrong. With set determination she lost 45 lbs and was now weighing 105 lbs while standing at only 5 foot. She was now lighter than her mother, and she never looked back or regretted it, and somehow, no one ever figured it out.

The rest of the tragedy's that happened in her life don't have specific time or year, but in 2013 Tenten's father left their family for good by starting a new family with a completely different woman having four children with her. In 2015 as Tenten was walking through the streets of the city with her brother there was a sudden drive by shooting. Saitou got caught in it and was shot several times in the chest. Tenten cried and scream to God 'why why why' as she held her brothers dead lifeless body in her arms completely soaked in his blood. A few months later Tenten's mother abandoned her, leaving a note saying she never loved her, had always hated her and that since her brother was dead, which she blamed was Tenten's fault, she had no reason to stay their anymore.

Tenten was in complete and utter shambles, she thought her life was over, but she decided to keep on going and she did, working as a well payed secretary in many different high-class, popular, well-known businesses. And this is where our true story starts.

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