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I wish I could go with you when you leave. I sought the world for you, and now that I have you I see you fade away. My happiness rest on your fingertips, yet now I see your hands leaving my grasp. Words I can't utter, tears softly run down my face, a cascade of anger, love, melancholy and the idea of loosing you. Oh how I used to wonder how it will be to have you, and that moment when I was able to wrap my arms around you I found it felt as though finally I was complete. Then this day I see you there lying upon the floor and wonder, if you were to disappear from my life would I be cut in half? I wonder if the light from the stars will turn off, if my world will turn black. Everything is a shade of grey the only color is you, a bright color like no other imaginable one, words can't explain its magnificence. My mind is in a trance, watching you there on the floor with a million images of us when all of a sudden something things hard waking me up of the trance.
James the bastard, who did this to you, has come at me with such a force that I am thrown off balance. Doesn't he know beauty once he sees it, you my perfection, the flawless human being you are. He has been blinded by the blood craving monster, which only a few months ago I had fought with so hard to be able to be with you and love you.
As the trance breaks all I can do is fight against him, repeating in my mind "kill him" over and over again. He deserves no mercy, he deserves no pity, and he must die slowly and painfully. As I have him in a corner with my arm upon his neck and my teeth baring at his face I feel hands on me. My instincts are at its high right now and they tell me to attack them to protect myself but I react carefully seeing it is my brothers.
"Edward let him to us; you go with Bella, Carlisle needs you", says Alice.
I am doubtful to leave him with them, for I want to be the one to kill him. Yet, I turn and see my Bella, and all doubt disappears, I let him go and run to her.
"She has been bitten Edward", says Carlisle" either you let her change or you suck the venom out, but hurry".
"I don't think I can do it", Edward says in a frantic tone.
"Yes you can son, I know you can", Carlisle says.
I don't know what came over me, maybe the need to save her or my intense love for her.
Author's note: So I wrote this in class while bored and I wondered if I shall post it up. The thing is I did so I wonder do you think I shall continue or give up and die of self pity for my horrible writing. It is up to you tell me if I shall continue it or end it once and for all.