A/N A song FF! I love making these. In fact, I might make one for Brick by Boring Brick by Paramore. It's very Catching Fire-ish, plus I LOVE that song, and Paramore. If I have some of the Mockingjay info wrong, SORRY! Oh and spoilers for Mockingjay, if that wasn't clear before.
Disclaimer- IDOHG. Guess.
Playlist- Heartbreak Warfare by John Mayer
We all run towards President Snow's mansion, dogging nearby people. I glace back at Gale, who's trotting behind me. I see everyone else on different areas of the courtyard. I suddenly realize I can't find Peeta. A shoot a fear courses through me.
Lightning strikes inside
my chest keeps me up at night
Dream of ways to make you understand my pain
Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
I stop right and my track, as Gale comes to a screeching halt.
"Katniss, what are you doing? We need to keep going!" He yells over the screams.
"Where's Peeta? Where is he?" My eyes scan every inch of my surroundings. My eyes suddenly land on a blonde haired boy, talking to….. children? I forget all I was going to do and dash towards President Snow's front yard.
If you want more love
why don't you say so
If you want more love
why don't you say so
I'm taken back to the day Peeta gave me the bread. Then the Reaping. Then me finding him in the mud. It's just like when Finnick died, me seeing his life flash before my eyes. I can't help but think of those kisses on the beach, making me want to tell him I love him. Because at this moment, I realize, I really do love him
Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
Its heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare
The sky becomes a shade of gray, and I see Peacekeepers running away from the battle. At the moment, I feel more afraid then I ever have before. This has become scarier than Prim being reaped, scarier than getting stung by tracker jackers, even scarier than when I heard I was going back in the arena. I feel the same way that I did in the second arena, when Peeta's heart stopped. Except this is about 50 tons more frightening. If he's killed, then I will kill Snow. No one will win, if Peeta's gone.
I dont care if we dont sleep at all tonight
Lets just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God were gonna get it right
If you lay your weapons down
I become aware that Peeta is trying to get the children out of there. He's trying to save everyone, but himself. If he could just get out of there, and come back to me, we could have it all. He could be my boy with the bread, with his strong arms that ward off nightmares, if we manage to fall asleep.
Good to know its all a game
Disappointment has a name
Its heartbreak, heartbreak
Its heartbreak warfare
Its heartbreak warfare
His eyes meet mine, and that's when we realize he won't make it out alive. I stop running, still staring at him. I wish I could tell him everything rushing through my mind. Sorry, oh so sorry, that I broke your heart. It's no longer for the games. I'll miss you, and you will never be forgotten. No one can and will ever take your place. But I'll just settle for one thing.
I mouth "I love you."
He looks at me with such shock, that it takes him a moment to register it. After two more seconds of staring, he mouths-
"I love-"
That when the bombs go off.
Its heartbreak warfare
Its heartbreak warfare
A/N This probably sucks. It's 12am where I am, and I'm pooped. But my brain wouldn't let me sleep until I got this done. For some reason, I REALLY like killing Peeta in my stories. DON'T ASK WHY! I love him so very much. PLEASE REVIEW!
To the readers of With Lifes Switched- I'm working on the next chapter, I swear! Sorry I haven't update in a while!
