" I HATE YOU HATE YOU I HATE YOU"I yelled
"You and that damn smirk that's always plastered on your face"
I could feel the tears forming in my eyes he just stood there motionless sound less
"Why the hell wont you say anything" I was mad now I was steaming and yet I could feel the hurt the pain he put me through welling up inside me I could just….
I felt my hand make contact with his face I didn't even know I was that close and..he let me hit him he's a world class spy with great reflexes and he just stood there and let me hit him
I was so angry now I started banging on his chest and started to cry and yelled
"Every time I trust you I end up hurt"
"I know," he whispered
"Mommy?"
I heard the little innocent voice from behind me
I turned to see her rubbing her big green eyes she had her father's eyes
"Yes honey" I replied
"Why are you yelling at daddy?" she asked as innocently as a 3year old could
"I wasn't yelling sweetheart I was just saying goodbye daddy leaves today"
"Why he just got home yesterday?"
"I know sweetie but I have to go back," he said softly
She ran and hugged his leg and said ten heart shattering words
"I love you daddy see you when you get back".
We looked at each other knowing there was a huge possibility he wouldnt come home too us
"I love you sweetie be good for me okay and be nice to your mommy" he bent down kissed her forehead and sent her back to bed.
He said goodbye and began to walk out the door he was halfway down the driveway yelled to him
"I hate that I love you," I said
He dropped his bags and ran over to me grabbed me by the waist and kissed me it felt so good I melted
He pulled away and said
"I know Gallagher girl ill be back I promise"
And for the moment I believed him as I watch him walk away into the darkness of the night.
Goodbye Zach goodbye.