I never thought badly about my job. It's wonderful. I see the world while defending what means the world to me, my hometown and my eternal crush who will probably never be mine.

But now, I hate my job, not really mine but the general job itself. Being a ninja is sacrificing yourself for the better good in each way necessary. I never really thought about the last part until it struck me in the heart. At the ninja academy they explained that female ninjas have other kind of missions than the male ones. At that time I was thinking about the differences in physical abilities and such.

A lot of things changed since then. We are in the middle of a war now, a war at its end. I grew stronger and more confident. I learned about my abilities and myself. I even did what I always considered being impossible. I surpassed my father and became one of the heroes of Konoha. But here I stand, no power at all to stop her from going on that mission, on giving away her own proudness for her duty. Everybody always says that a lot of boys had her and yes, that's true. But they never got her in that way. That's why they ran away after a certain amount of time.

She always talks to me, her best friend. That position is a gift as well as a curse. She tells me everything so I now her best. BUT she will never consider me in a different way than her best friend, I am, what you call, friendzoned. That zone made me discover the truth about her secret mission. She is supposed to seduce one of the big shots of the criminal milieu. A man seems to lose control of his tongue if a girl knows how to pull the strings. She didn't want to go but it was her duty; as proud as she was about her virginity, she was more proud to be a respectful and strong ninja, apparently talented in many ways.

When she told me I just lost it. I started yelling, going crazy, and used most of my chakra running away from my birthplace.

It has been two days now. I slept in the forest and hunted using ninjatechniques. She will probably be at the guys house by now, seducing him, the snake, in place of me. I just can't believe it. I did everything she said I should do: I became stronger, lost a bit of weight, got confidence in the ninjalife and the personal life. But unfortunately I lose everything (except the losing weight) when I stand next/in front of her. I want to save her from his dirty hands but it will have a disastrous effect on the outcome of her mission and probably on hers and my ninja career. I don't mind destroying mine for her sake, but I can't do such a selfish act to her. I guess I should just let her flow the river of fate and stand by her when she needs me. She is strong; she will succeed.

But that's just my problem; I don't want her to succeed. She is supposed be doing something like that with someone she loves and not with some creepy, old, ugly, slimy little bastard. I can't even find a comparison to such a horrific situation.

While thinking, I started running; I did not know where I was going. I just ran like my life depended on it. It felt like I really needed to do that. I had to run somewhere in that direction to meet my fate. It sounds pretty stupid but I guess you only understand when you have been through it. I never liked running, so I can assure you; it wasn't for fun. After a day worth of running, I stopped at a little town in the outskirts of the Land of Fire. I didn't now where I was until I felt a little spark of familiar chakra sprouting like a warning. It was the chakra I loved the most, her chakra. It felt warm and soft, like a soft touch of a flower. It was Ino's. The one chakra I was looking for. My instincts led me there; to save my beloved girl.

But why did she send a warning signal. Maybe she doesn't want me to disturb her mission or she is in trouble. I shouldn't take risks but then again I wasn't even supposed to be there. We were always thought that the mission is the most important of them all. A couple of people broke that rule and it mad there demise; like Hatake Kakashi's father. Yet this still doesn't fix the problem, to go or not to go. Great, now I feel like an old English man sitting on his table not knowing how to finish his story. I guess it's kinda alike. My situation is just a little more dangerous.

A scream, not of agony but of pleasure, broke my alone time with my brain. It was a male voice. I could here a female but she sounded doubtful. She was clearly not in the mood or it was the wrong guy. Another flicker of chakra , SHOOT, it's Ino Yamanaka, my eternal crush, on her mission and apparently it is going quite well. She IS the most beautiful girl of Konoha, for me at least. It hurts, not only mentally but also physically. An immediate pain went through my chest, followed by anger, a lot of anger.

Next thing I know I am 19,7 feet (6 metres) long and beating down an entire hotel. I grabbed Ino, hit the evil guy at least 4,92 feet (1,5 metres) in the ground and ran. My ninjaskills kicked in. I started to go back to my normal height and started carrying a very shocked and irritated Yamanaka in bride style. After a couple of hours of running an d avoiding of Ino's angry kicks and hits, I fell down. I just hit the ground and went blank. The last thing I realised was that I had been carrying a naked lady for 5 hours through a very thick forest without even looking at het magnificent body.