Opie's Last Thoughts

Warning: Please dont read if you havent been watching season 5, cause this does have some spoilers in it.

Ok so this idea just kinda popped into my head, it's just a little insight I feel could've been going through Opie's head in his last few minutes in Episode 3, I don't know if it makes any sense, its not beta'd or anything, but I hope you like it.

Disclaimer: SOA or its characters do not belong to me; they belong to the awesome genius that is Kurt Sutter

As I'm on my knees, bruised and bloodied, so close to death, staring at Jax, Tig and Chibs through the dirty prison window.

I finally feel at peace, my eyes start to go out of focus, I look beyond the guys that are my family, I see this figure that I never thought I'd ever see again.

My beautiful wife, as gorgeous as the day I married her, not filled with stress and sadness that myself and the club caused, but smiling and a word I don't think I knew 'radiant', as I stare at Donna, she holds her hand out for me to take. I just smile a little because I know I'm finally gonna be back with my wife and dad.

I'm sorry that I'm leaving my brothers and my kids behind but it has to be done, it's the push that Jax is gonna need to survive being the president of the club, my eyes are able to focus on them again and I see Jax and the guys with tears running down their faces, and I try and tell Jax how sorry I am for doing this to him.

I hear the whistle of the pipe as it heads for the back of my skull, then I don't feel anything anymore. I'm free.

Please review; I would really like to know what you guys think of it, constructive critism would be greatly appreciated, no flames please.

Sam (JTellersOldLady)