Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or any characters from it all SM. Also I do not know much about the Amish so bare with me. thanx
Chapter 1
Preface
Dear diary
This morning I woke with a start with the sun shining and as you know thats not normal. But whats even more unusual is my dream. I saw a guy with the weirdest bronzed hair. But what was unthinkable was what I saw. Its totally unlike anything I've ever seen. We were doing unthinkable acts. I feel so dirty. But I know I shall not speak of it because it might cause some problems with my upcoming visit to the city.
As you know I turn 18 in a few weeks and as part of my society I can visit the city and choose to stay here with my family or be disowned. But the outside world sounds so scary but I need to know what its like. Knowing me I'll stay here where I'm comfortable. Its hard thinking of leaving my parents and family, but as I know since its frowned upon for people to split after being married. My parents have had some issues. I think I'm what keeps them together. But I need to figure things out for myself.
Bella
Please review. I will post the first chapter next. I don't have a beta at this time if you'd like to be it let me know. I will not put a limit of reviews for the next chapter but since I've only written a few it will be a while. Thanx for reading.