-1I walked into Sun Hill and around the corner leading to the CID stairs only to see my boyfriend Mickey kissing his old girlfriend.
Tears came into my eyes and I threw my warrant card down and run out of the station.
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I turned to look at the station that was once my home and cried harder.
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
I stared for a few more moments and I let my belt drop to the ground
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Just I turned I heard Mickey calling out for me and I turned around us.
"Don't go." He begged
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
"I saw you Mickey, I saw you kissing her." I screamed
What about trust?
"I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you" Mickey said.
you know I never wanted to hurt you
"I thought you loved me Mickey I really did." I said and got out my car keys.
and what about me?
"I cant do this job without you." Mickey whispered but I heard him.
What am I supposed to do?
"I have to go but I will miss you." I whispered back.
"I'll miss you too." Mickey said.
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
I'll miss you
"I have to go through." I spoke softly and started to walk to my car and Mickey run after me.
so
I've got to move on and be who I am
"Why do you have to go? can't you stay?" Mickey asked.
Why do you have to go?
"I don't belong at Sun Hill. You were the only one keeping me here. Try and understand Mickey." I screamed.
"I am trying." Mickey said quietly.
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
I'm trying to understand
"You will be ok, we will find where we belong but we don't belong together." I said and handed the ring he had given me.
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
"I don't want you to go." Mickey said in tears.
I want you to stay
"Don't make it harder please Mickey." I sighed and give him my necklace.
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
"What about us? What is going to happen!" Mickey asked.
What about us?
"I don't know Mickey. I just don't know but I can't stay here. Please try your hardest to understand." I spoke softly.
"I am trying to understand." Mickey said as I got into my car.
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
I'm trying to understand
I pulled out of the carpark and droved off leaving Mickey standing there in tears.
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away