Disclaimer- I do not own Naruto.
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"Dont waste your time on me your already a voice inside my head, dont waste your time on me your already a voice inside my head, I miss you, I miss you."
The lyric run through my headphones and through my head, sending shivers up my spine as I looked up at the clouded evening sky, the first drops of rain starting to decend from the mottled gray heavens above. I pulled my hood up over my eyes to prevent my long black hair from getting wet, as a few of the blue strands fell into my eyes, hiding the tears from the passers by, and seperating me from the rest of the world slightly.
I missed him too much to try to remember. But my mind betrayed my surface thoughts and delved into my most recent memory of the cause of my distress. It was raining too that day, but it was warm never the less, his blue eyes sparkled at me mischeiviously dispite the lack of light due to the thick clouds.
I remembered the way his dirty blonde hair fell over his left eye, or the place where his eye should be, as it was missing due to a childhood accident he had refused to tell me about. I remembered his soaked black nirvana t-shirt clinging to his upper body, his baggy jeans that he constantly adjusted seeing as the rain water was being soaked up, causing them to become heavy and liable to falling to his knees and his almost-hidden-by-the-baggy-jeans Vans skate shoes. I remembered the grin on his face as I spun around like an idiot, my t-shirt going partially transparent due to the heavy rain and the fact it was a bright red one, with a black logo across the front, jumping in the puddles and singing rather loudly and out of tune, "Space travel's in my blood, there aint nothing I can do about it, long journeys wear me out but, oh god you know, we wont live without it. I Think im on another planet with you, with you. Im on another planet with you, with you." as my long black hair whipped my face in long wet strands. I eventually got dizzy, and fell over into the biggest puddle in the park. I remember his hysterical giggle fit as I sat there, soaked to the skin and a dazed look on my face. He offered me his hand, pulled me up and wrapped his arms around me. I'd leaned into his embrace, a smile playing on my lips, as he stroked my dripping elbow length hair. It was the happiest I'd been in a while, his warm breath tickling against my ear as he whispered "I love you" to me, as gentle as the breeze that had started to trickle through the almost abandoned park. I looked up into that sparkling blue orb, watching the light dance across his slightly feminine features. I kissed his lips lovingly, parting after a minute to whiper back. " I love you too".
A fresh set of tears made their tracks down my already streaked face as the memory faded back into my mind. I could still remember his last words to me. "No matter what they tell you, I'll still love you, even when we're old and gray, never forget me, un." He'd said to me, before kissing me tenderly, and walking away, his red and black cloak fluttering in the wind. As he had walked away from me, I rembered saying to his beautiful form, receeding from my sight.
"I'll never forget, Deidara"
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NotxYourxAveragexMisfit - I know, its crappy, but its late and im very tired, ive had a verry long day and I've only just had chance to relax. If you have ANY ideas for another one shot, or any ideas for my No Use Crying Over Spilled Coffee story, please, feel free to email me.
Toodle-pip, peeps