Author's Note : First FF like this, so please forgive me if it isn't too great.I'll update a lot probably because I'm always in the mood for a one-shot! None of these stories have any relation to each other! Stories may not go along exactly with lyrics or in exact order. Sorry. If you have any suggestions go ahead and give 'em to me.(:
Catch Me - Demi Lovato
"This can't end. We can't end." I whisper to Alec, my hands lying limply on the soft black cotton fabric of his shirt that covers his muscular chest. Knowing fear is eating away at my core and there is nothing he can do to stop it, he does the only thing he can do to distract me if only for a moment. He swoops down, pressing his smooth marble lips to my fiery hot ones.
Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye
His lips move against mine like old friends. My arms wrap around his neck, fitting the contours of my body to his. Fire and ice melted together.
My eyes closed, a beautiful future plays out in front of me. Alec and I, married, living together with my family, with a tiny baby nestled in my arms. Black hair, dark eyes, ivory skin. The most flawless mesh of Alec and I.
It is a perfect picture, yet an impossible picture. A destiny that I crave with every fiber in my being. A destiny that will never become mine.
I open my eyes as Alec pulls away to allow me some air. The night sky stretches out overhead, stars twinkling and moon shining brightly. I commit every moment of this experience to memory, knowing I'll value it greatly by this time tomorrow.
Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon under this beautiful moonlight
"It will all work out in the end." he assures me in his enchanting voice.
"Aren't you worried at all?" I ask, feeling somewhat embarrassed about being so blatant about my huge concerns and fright while he is keeping his cool and acting just fine.
"Of course I am, Nes. How could I not be? I have to leave girl I love thousands of miles behind me with no certainty of ever seeing her again! But I know that fate has a weird way of working itself out, and I am sure what is meant to happen will happen. And I am very confident we are meant to happen." he grabs my hand, giving it a comforting squeeze. He smiles at me, and I am so mesmerized I blank out for a minute. I shake myself back to reality.
Reluctantly, I pull myself away from him. I need to start detaching myself now. A safety precaution. I will go into shock if I don't start preparing myself.
"What's wrong?" he asks, trying to near me again but I take another few steps away.
"I am in so deep. I never thought it would go this far. And now I just need to start distancing myself and preparing for tomorrow."
But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
And your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
"No. Don't do that. Can't we enjoy one last night together?" he murmurs, brushing an icy finger down my bare arm. My heart hammers in my chest just at his touch.
"I am terrified, Alec. Absolutely terrified." I admit without turning to face him.
"I know you are. But I promise I'll protect you." he moves his hands down my waist and onto my hips, causing my stomach to do back flips.
See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you
"You can't protect me when you aren't going to be here. Maybe you should go back to the house, I need some time." I sigh, squeezing my eyes shut.
"Don't be like this, Renesmee." he begs, hugging me around my waist from behind.
"I don't know what else to be like."
"Be like yourself. The fun-loving, care-free Renesmee I fell in love with two months ago to the day. Smile, you know how much I love your smile. And look at me, if you wouldn't mind. Your eyes are my favorite feature of yours." he turns me to face him, meeting little resistance on my part.
"How can I be like that when all of this is happening?" I bite my lip, pleading with myself not to cry.
"Because it isn't happening. Not yet. Not right now. We're together, that's all that matters. This moment is all that matters." he whispers, frigid breath fanning across my face. I can't breathe as his lovely red eyes lock me in their gaze.
Run far away
So I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye
"But tomorrow, when you leave, that moment will be all that matters. And that one will matter for a very long time." a traitor tear slips silently down my cheek.
"Don't cry. Please don't cry over me." he begs, wiping the tear away. The smell of his skin is the most intoxicating thing in the world.
"I am so far over my head." I laugh humorlessly, looking away from him towards the top of the trees. "You make me so happy. Everything is different when you're around." I admit bashfully.
"It is the same way for me." he says quietly while brushing away yet another tear from my cheek.
But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where im falling
But please don't catch me
"I am so scared of all this. But as long as it's our last night together, I think we should enjoy it." I push aside my feelings of worry and fear. I have never been one to just open up my heart and let anyone in. But Alec has knocked down my barriers with ease.
"That's my Nes." he grins.
"This is real, isn't it?" I ask to get rid of that one last trace of doubt.
"Of course it it." he murmurs, running his fingers through my long copper curls.
So now you see
Why I'm scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
But here i go
Its what i feel
and for the first time in my life i know its real
"I love you so much." I breathe, placing one hand gingerly on the side of his face.
"I love you so much more." he leans into my touch.
"Lies." I give a small smile, brushing his inky black hair out of his eyes. It is so long. I absolutely love it, but I also love to see those crystal clear sparkling crimson eyes of his. They're so different from what I'm used to.
"I'd never lie to you." he smiles back, leaning down again and kissing me softly.
But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unraveling
And your love is where im falling
So please don't catch me
He backs me up against a tall tree covered in damp olive-green moss. Sparks fly between our molded lips. My veins prickle with electric warmth. When we get locked in these passionate embraces, I feel like I'm on a high. A sweet, wonderful rush of pure ecstasy. Nothing in the world could possibly compare to this, that I am sure of.
This was the Votluri's last check up on me. Their yearly visits are now over. Alec and I will go our separate ways tomorrow. Him back to Italy to rule the vampire world by Aro's side, me staying here with my large family to finish out my years in high school and college.
But maybe someday in the distant future, we will see each other again. Perhaps by then we will both have found love in others, although I'm sure nothing quite like what we have now. But who knows, we just might both be mated up when we meet again. But it won't matter. Alec and I will always have a bond. The romance might fade out of it, but surely there will always be that magnetic pull between us two.
Teen love is never an easy thing. Especially this particular case. But I am perfectly content to spend these last few hours in the arms of my dark angel beneath the glowing moonlight. I have fallen so hard for him. And now I can only hope he will catch me.
And if this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me
Not my favorite of the ones I have, but oh well.(:
