Hey, I know I haven't updated in AGES! But I have been really busy, I'm sorry. Anyway here's a quick random one-shot that I just felt like writing =) enjoy
This story's about the months in new moon when Bella was in her "zombie state"
October 11th
I knew I was dreaming. These stone arms around my waist weren't real. Yet I wanted them to be so badly. I couldn't think his name. It would hurt to much to think of HIM. Yet I couldn't stop. The way he smelt, the way his eyes looked when he was happy but the thing that kept ripping that hole in my chest were his last words; 'goodbye Bella'
Those words kept whirring around in my head. Yet here I was dreaming about him. He was looking at me so intently. It was only then I realized my surroundings and this all became to green around me. The branches overhead and then the voice 'Goodbye Bella' then he started taking steps backwards. My arms reached out to him but I couldn't touch him. I set of into a sprint and then he was gone. I was left in a daze and that's when I fell, into my own personal darkness…
I woke up screaming and crying. Charlie rushed into the room
'Bella, Bella what's wrong'
'He's gone! He's gone!' I sobbed
And Charlie held me and rocked me until I fell into a dreamless slumber.
The sounds of birds chirping and light woke me up. I gasped. It was sunny, but it didn't feel right. I didn't want THE sun I wanted MY sun. My own personal sun who was ice cold but still managed to light up my day.
So I pulled the curtains together fell onto the bed and made my own artificial night.
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