Chapter 1:
"Love is weakness, Clarke." Lexa told her. At this time, Lexa and Clarke were allies, working with each other to take down the mountain. Clarke was dating Bellamy, who she loved dearly. But, little did she know, Lexa had fallen for Clarke. Clarke had always looked at Lexa and hers' relationship as a close friendship, nothing more. But to her surprise, she was starting to fall for Lexa. Lexa had fallen head over heals for Clarke and would do anything for her. Clarke sighed at what Lexa said. They were standing in TonDC talking over war plans.
"I know." Clarke said with an uneasy look on her face. Lexa looked at Clarke with heart eyes. They were standing pretty close and all Lexa wanted to do was connect her mouth with Clarkes. But, that wasn't appropriate. Clarke had a boyfriend. Clarke looked up into Lexa's eyes.
"I have to go." Clarke said and suddenly left, leaving Lexa in her tent alone. Back at Camp Jaha, Bellamy welcomed Clarke with a kiss.
"Hey princess." Bellamy said taking her hand. It was dark and very little people were outside of the ship. The people that were, were the ones that Clarke needed to talk to. She gathered herself, Bellamy, her mother, Raven, Octavia, and Lincoln together.
"We need to follow up on the plan of someone going inside the mountain." Clarke said.
"I thought you said that was a terrible idea." Raven said.
"But, if we want to win, it is what we have to do." Clarke said, stern look on her face. The commander was starting to dawn on her.
"Who will go?" Abby said. Everyone was silent for a while.
"I'll go." Bellamy offered. Clarke stared at him with fear and shock.
"No! Bellamy, are you insane?"
"Clarke, it has to be done. I am going to do it no matter what you say." Bellamy said. Clarke has tears in her eyes. He pulled her in for a long hug and she buried her face in his chest. Clarke didn't know, but the others agreed, even Octavia because they knew no one else would be able to do it.
The next morning Bellamy was about to leave before Clarke stopped him in his place.
"Don't go, please don't go." Clarke said hanging onto his hands. They were at the gate of Camp Jaha. Lexa, Indra, and a few other grounders were watching with the rest of the sky people.
"Clarke, I have to." He said. Clarke lowered her head as tears started to fall.
"I know." She said quietly. Bellamy lifted her head and wiped her tear and leaned in for a long meaningful kiss. He broke away. "I love you, Clarke." But Clarke didn't say it back. He didn't give her the chance to. As soon as he said it, he kissed her on the head and jogged away. But even if he did give her the chance, she doesn't know if she would have said it. At least not in the way he meant it. Clarke loved him, that was a fact, but she want sure to what extent or what kind of love it was. She lifted her head and met eyes with Lexa. Lexa watched the whole thing. Her heart cracked a bit when Clarke kissed Bellamy. Her knees wobbled and she felt weak because Lexa wanted to be the one Clarke was kissing. Lexa didn't understand why Clarke even brought up the idea of sending someone into the mountain again. Her and Clarke had discussed it before, but Clarke was always against it. And of all people, why did she decide to send Bellamy? Lexa knew that this hurt Clarke more than anything, but Lexa couldn't help to feel relieved that Bellamy was gone for a while. It was not that Lexa was going to try anything with Clarke, even though she wanted to. Lexa decided that if her and Clarke were to happen, it should be Clarke who makes the first move. But, Lexa showed none of what she was feeling or thinking inside, she is very good at hiding her feelings. Clarke walked over to Lexa.
"Love is weakness, right?" Clarke said, her eyes all puffy. And then, Lexa understood. Clarke took her advice and she couldn't help but feel guilty for a moment. She watched Clarke walk into the ship. Lexa wanted to follow Clarke and tell her that everything is going to be fine, but instead she mounted her horse and headed back to her camp.
There is chapter 1! Let me know if you think I should continue!