Author's Note: Konnichiwa minna! Last night I had one of my Japanese Inuyasha DVD's on, in the background, while I was packing and Kanna came on. Her voice in Japanese is very soft and lifeless and I guess it just inspired me. I know I said no more updates or stories 'till I got back from break, but I just couldn't resist. Enjoy! ^_^
Disclaimer: Only in my dreams do I own Inuyasha. ^_^;;;;;;
~Kanna POV~
I am Nihility
I am nihility. . .
To seek me is to seek a shadow.
There is no sign that I live,
There is no sign that I die
I am merely a void.
I am nihility. . .
Sent to do the biding of the devil, himself.
My voice will never raise,
My body will never revolt
I am merely a pawn.
I am nihility. . .
My mind is empty
My spirit is caged
My heart is controlled.
Freedom is a fleeting dream
And though I lust for it
Freedom is futile.
It is no reality for me. . .
It will never be reality for me.
I am merely a prisoner.
I am nihility. . .
Clutching my Kagami tight.
Frail. . .
Unworthy. . .
A hollow shell. . .
I am merely a lost cause.
I am nihility. . .
My body, alabaster,
My eyes, a darkening obscurity.
A Canna lily,
Pure and untouched
Yet utterly corrupted.
I am merely a figure in the distance.
I am nihility. . .
Held fast by invisible chains.
As others die for their own disobedience,
I watch. . .
Never to utter a word of rebellion,
Never to right any wrong,
Never to let a emotion other than apathy
cross my face.
Never to oppose my master.
I am merely a coward.
I am nihility. . .
A hushed whisper on the wind,
A chill in the air,
A shrouding, unseen mist
Vacant and empty inside and out. . .
I am nihility.
Author's Note: Like I said at the beginning, I just couldn't resist. ^_^ Check out, my story, "The Will of the Heart" if, for some reason, you like that angsty, weird kind of writing. Happy Eater!!!
Love you all, Mel-chan ^_^