Whatever gave Dumbledore the idea I cannot love is confusing even me.

Of course I could love.

When I was at school I loved someone more than I knew was possible.

She swelled my heart and made me feel happy, another emotion people think I cannot feel.

I Tom Riddle could have given her everything, I had gotten a job a bought her an engagement ring.

It was a beautiful ring, Gold band with an emerald the exact color of her eyes.

When the news got to me that my beautiful Margret had been killed I was suppressed in sadness I mourned her.

She had given me everything I ever wanted.

I had a new goal in life. I wanted to track down her killer and torture them, bring them as much pain as possible.

That is how I started using the cruciatus curse.

I used it on anyone and everyone who may have been her killer.

When I found her true killer I tortured him until he was begging for me to kill him.

On my own mercy I killed him.

I killed him rather than torturing him like he deserved.

I didn't let guilt swallow me from killing him.

I wanted to kill anyone who hurt my Margret.

I remember her telling me of a girl who had bullied her while she lived in the muggle world.

I killed that girl.

I remember her telling me about a boy who broke her heart.

I murdered him.

I got out of control after a while and wanted to just kill.

I wanted to kill for no reason.

No I wanted to kill so people could lose their loves.

Like I lost my love.