I guess I'm getting into a one-shot/drabble/poem habit again. -- Even though I never really wrote any day to day. I did once, but didn't post them. --
Anyways, here it is.
Disclaimer: Nope. Don't own.
-X-
Shana had always wondered why she had met Yuji. In every scene she had ever seen him; she had always doubted that they would stay together. She was a Flame Haze. He was a human. A 'Torch', if you will. Nothing could ever feed this love she felt for Yuji. No one. Except him. It got tiring actually.
To wait.
Festival after festival. He's always with that girl. That girl whose name she can never remember for some reason. Or rather… She doesn't want to.
No matter what time of day.
No matter what the date or the time of year.
She tried to help Shana. Help Shana get back her Yuji. His mother. She seemed to lean on her quite a bit. Trusting she wouldn't do or say anything she had when they were alone. Her face was always fearful, as if something bad would soon happen.
She was just getting tired of it.
Getting tired of being expected to support Yuji through everything. Through love, through ups and downs, and many other, harder to explain things.
She, honestly, felt like she was getting stabbed in the back.
She was at a loss for words most to all of the time, trusting his mother, hoping nothing would slip and slide. And if it did, it would go smooth. Not bumpy.
Maybe this was a sign.
A sign that says, "Stop hanging around him."
Everything is so strange and confusing. Maybe if I stay, I'll realize something. Maybe, if I go, it'll be easier to think straight.
Why must he cause me so much pain?
-X-
So, how was it? If names aren't correct, don't blame me. I haven't watched Shakugan no Shana since I finished it a year ago.