"For once Levi didn't have anything to say."
After I told him that I had seen him making out with someone else, he had no words to justify himself. Somewhere inside me was a little hope who was still expecting a very justified answer, an answer that would somehow prove that Lei didn't do anything, but alas.
Just then the nurse came in "you can go and visit your dad, if you are not busy." I got up and asked Levi to leave, I couldn't face him now, he could have at least said sorry but he didn't and now I didn't care.
My dad was lying on a bed in his room and was surprised to see me. "What the hell are you doing here, aren't you supposed to be giving your exams right now?" I was mad at him. "Yeah right and you are supposed to be taking care of yourself right now. Seems like none us are doing what we have to." That seemed to shut him up.
"Wren said hi." I said
"She didn't come?"
"No, she is giving exams like the good twin"
"I didn't mean to hurt you Cath and you know that, it's just... you need to stop worrying about me, think about yourself, that's what you have to do right now."
I didn't reply and that pretty much ended our conversation.
There were some other tests which were yet to take place so I sat outside. I felt lonely and I don't know why but I felt the urge to call someone, someone I can easily talk to. Usually it is wren but because I'm fighting with her that ain't gonna happen. And I called Able. I don't know what I was thinking, he even had a girlfriend with a better SAT score and a Big Bang Theory worthy group, he wouldn't even bother picking up my phone, but I called him
Two rings gone and he didn't pick up, just as I was about to cut the phone myself… he picked it up.
"Hello? Cath?"
"Hi…" and I started crying. Everything that had happened to me poured into those tears. My tears came out without my permission… I just cried.
"Cath are you fine? What happened? Did you a fight with wren? Is everything alright?"
He kept asking questions but I just couldn't bring myself to answer them.
"Cath, I'm coming... I'll meet you at your place... okay? Just stay there"
Cath cut the phone and realised that her talk with Able had been 20min long. And all she had said was 'hi' and she had cried... she had invited her past to discuss things about her present.
Cath went to her place and started thinking about all the upcoming possibilities in her life. She wasn't even sure if Able was going to come or just call in, in a few minutes and make some excuse. Was she going to be alone for the rest of her life? She didn't know…