Prologue
Hey, my name is Spencer Carlin and I'm 17. From the outside I Iook like I have a normal life, but I'm afraid that isn't right. You see, I'm in love with Ashley Davies for 4years. For those of you that don't know Ashley, well she's a famous singer. I bet some of you are thinking that I just have a fan crush? Like some girls have on justin bieber. But no, I know Ashley. Well I think I know Ashley? That's something I'm not even sure of… I met Ashley on the internet, I know what you're thinking, it's just someone who is claiming to be Ashley. But the stuff she says about her career is always correct, and that information wasn't even out yet. Nobody expect her and her team would know about that.
Me and Ashley became friends 4 years ago, we hit it off immediately. But my feelings changed from friendship to love. It took me half a year to say to truth to her, but I finally told her I was in love with her, and the unexpected thing was that she told me she loved me too. And that was when everything changed. We had more fights, she was jealous of my friends. I was mad because she has seen me on cam but I haven't seen her yet. You want to know why? Because it says in her contract that she is forbidden to have a laptop with cam at home! Can you believe that? Such bullshit!
But after every fight we always made up. Except the fight that changed my life. I met someone else, her name is Carmen. I told Ashley about her and I told Carmen about Ashley. Ashley demanded me to choose between her and Carmen. And I choose Carmen, because she is here, I could have a future with her. When I told Ashley that, she was livid, she was so angry, I wasn't even allowed to speak to her anymore… After a few weeks I realized what a mistake I made, Carmen wasn't the right one for me. It was Ashley that held my heart, but I blew it. I knew she wouldn't speak to me anymore.