Exactly sixteen seconds after Jade was on the steps she got a text message. Instantly her eyes filled with tears. She got off the stairs and ran into Tori's kitchen sobbing. Pouring herself a cup of coffee to calm down she found it was unsuccessful. Beck and everyone else followed Jade. They were concerned about her.

"Jade," Beck exclaimed what happened.
Jade buried her face in his shoulder crying. Finally after she calmed down (with a little bit of him rubbing her back and soothing her) she showed him the text message. It was from her sister Crystal. He knew that their sister, Ava had cancer. She was Jade's twin and they were really close.

To Jade: Sweetie Ava just died.
At that Jade burst into tears again.

"Oh my god" Beck muttered more to himself than to anyone else. He turned to Jade again and put his arms around her. "Jade, babe, c'mon it's okay" He said letting her sob into his shoulder.

"What happened?" Cat piped up worried. Everyone had been watching the two with concerned eyes.

"Jades sister, Ava, she... she died" Beck said while rubbing Jades back "I think we should head home. Jade needs some peace"

After Beck had gathered their things he took Jades hand and gently led her out of the Vegas house. They drove home in silence with Beck throwing worried glances at his girlfriend every now and then. After they had pulled up in the parking lot Beck and Jade got up and walked inside of the RV.

"Jade are you okay?" Beck asked as he tried to lock eyes with Jade.

"No" Jade responded bluntly as she just avoided any eye contact with him.

"MY DAD WAS RIGHT," Jade said, "I AM STUPID AND I'M A LOSER AND I DON'T DESERVE TO BE LOVED"
Beck gasped. He realized that Jade wasn't insulting Tori. She was insulting herself. She cried harder. He held her tightly rubbing her back.

"Jade you're not stupid. You're not a loser and you DO deserve to be loved"

"I couldn't save her," Jade sobbed, "I couldn't save her"
Willow came to the hall.

"Mommy," she whispered, "Why you sad?"
Jade picked up her little sister who she and Beck had adopted after her parents death and kissed her forehead. Willow was only 18 months old but she was a lot smarter than most children her age.

"I don't want you to be sad mommy. Why you sad?"
She hugged her neck trying to comfort her as only a year and a half year old could.

Beck didn't know what to do. Of course he was sad about Avas sudden death, too, but he couldn't compare this to how Jade must have felt. He was never in such a situation before, and he definetely couldn't tell her it was gonna be okay.

"C'mon Willow, let's get you ready for bed" Beck said taking her from Jade after she had calmed down a bit. Jade didn't want to upset Willow, so she just hid her tears.

As soon as Willow was asleep, Beck hurried back to Jade. He had to be there for her after all.

She was lying on the couch in Becks RV, her face covered by a pillow, as he lied down next to her and took her in his arms.

"Jade babe, listen, I know this is hard for you, and I'll do everything I can to help you get over it, but-"

"I don't want to get over and forget about Ava! She was my sister after all!" Jade yelled at Beck in disbelief.

"I don't want you to forget about Ava, I want you to get over her death! And not immediately, of course not, you gotta do this step by step. And I'll be thhere for you, with every step you take" Beck whispered looking deep into her eyes.

She just nodded and rested her head that was aching from too much crying on his chest.

"Promise?"

"Promise."